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Episode # 9589 ~ Lily Mourns Cane's Death

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Olivia: Lily will be here when she's ready.

Malcolm: We shouldn't have left her alone at the church.

Traci: I think she just needs to say good-bye in her own time.

Sofia: And, Malcolm, Neil and Devon are with her. They're gonna make sure she's okay.

Malcolm: Were you at the same service I was? I mean, th-that poor baby talked to me, and it made perfect sense, but she--it was like she was in her own world.

Kay: Her eyes, they-- they really were looking somewhere else, weren't they?

Murphy: Yeah.

Dr. Hastings: If I were burying someone I loved, I'd want to be somewhere else, too.

Murphy: Hmm.

Kay: Uh-huh.

Malcolm: (Sighs)

Traci: (Sighs)

Kay: Oh, Darling, come in. Come in. Come in. Come in.

Esther: Uh, Lily, can--can I get you some food? I have some soup on the stove. It's perfect for a cold day like today.

Lily: No, thank you. I'm... not hungry.

Sofia: Well, uh, it--it was a lovely service. (Chuckles) The--the music, the flowers...

Lily: I was so afraid that something would go wrong, but everything went.

Colin: (Sighs)

Colin: She won't leave.

Jill: Oh, Billy. (Sniffles) (Sighs) You know, a few years ago, we didn't even know him.

Billy: Mm-hmm.

Jill: Every one of these flowers represents somebody that he touched. That's a lot of lives in a short amount of time. (Sighs) People say that you don't leave this world until you're ready. I don't know if that's true, but even if it is, if he was ready, I wasn’t... (Voice cracks) Wasn't ready.

Billy: Mom, we gotta go.

Jill: (Cries) I can't leave him here alone.

Billy: Hold on.

Jill: (Sniffles)

Billy: You know what? He's not alone.

Jill: (Sighs shakily) (Sighs) You're right, Honey.

Billy: Come on. Let me walk you out, okay?

Jill: (Sniffles) Okay.

Billy: All right, let's go.

Jill: Okay.

Kay: Hello, Tucker, Ashley.

Ashley: Hi.

Tucker: We wanted to pay our respects.

Ashley: We didn't get a chance to talk to you at the church. I'm so sorry about Cane, Katherine. I know that he meant a lot to you.

Kay: Yes, yes. He, uh, he did. He did.

Tucker: I thought the reception was gonna be here.

Kay: Uh, well, Lily wasn't up to it, so Neil took her home.

Murphy: And the others left, too.

Esther: Oh, but there are tons of food, so please stay and have some. Mrs. C. would love the company.

Kay: Yes, um, uh, help yourself. Ashley, Tucker.

Ashley: Okay, thank you.

Murphy: Are you okay with this?

Kay: Yeah, there's a few things I'd like to say to Tucker, and I think this is a good day to get it off my chest.

Murphy: (Sighs)

Sofia: Lily, honey, can I get you some tea or something to warm you up maybe?

Lily: Uh, no, thank you.

Sofia: (Sighs)

Devon: I'll put the kettle on just in case.

Sofia: Yeah.

Traci: Okay, the twins are asleep. The babysitter said they were perfect angels.

Lily: Oh, are they in our-- um, my room?

Traci: Yes, just like you asked.

Lily: Thank you.

Traci: I told the sitter she could go home.

Lily: Um, I think I'm gonna lay down for a while.

Neil: All right, Sweetheart. If you need us, we'll be here, okay?

Lily: Okay.

Sofia: (Sighs)

(Dog toy squeaks)

Devon: (Chuckles)

Sofia: Oh, where's Humphrey?

Devon: Roxanne took him to the park. The little guy needed some exercise. We figured that we would, you know, help Lily out.

Traci: I don't know if there's anything that's gonna help out just yet.

Lily: (Sniffles)

Lily: (Sighs)

Lily: (Sighs)

Lily: (Sighs) I knew you'd come.

Kay: Well, Tucker, I was very surprised to see you at the funeral today.

Tucker: Cane worked for me. We were friends once.

Kay: Is--is that what you call it? You cut someone off cold when they need you the most?

Tucker: Cane lied to me. He stole from me.

Kay: He did not steal from you! He's--he did not take from greed even. The boy was trying to protect his family!

Tucker: He should have come to me.

Kay: Because you need to be in control?

Tucker: No, because I could have helped. (Sets cup and saucer down) (Sighs) He loved you. He trusted you like a grandmother. But he didn't see me, your son, as anything other than his employer.

Kay: So you just decided to... hang him out to dry?

Tucker: You can blame me all you want for what happened to Cane, but he shut me out. I would have treated him like family if he'd given me a chance. (Sighs) I'm done here.

Ashley: (Sighs) I'm sorry.

Sofia: (Sighs)

Malcolm: How is she?

Devon: I just left the tea in there. She, uh, she barely even noticed me. She had the same look on her face she had at the church.

Dr. Hastings: Is she lying down at least?

Devon: Well, she's on the bed, but she's sitting up, and, uh...

Neil: She's sitting up and what?

Devon: (Stammers) (Sighs) She's kind of-- she--she's smiling. She's nodding back and forth like...

Traci: Like she's having a conversation with someone. Yeah. She was doing that back at the funeral, too.

Malcolm: (Sighs) I'm gonna go talk to her.

Neil: Wait, um, Malcolm, hold on a second, Man. Wait.

Olivia: Malcolm, not yet.

Malcolm: (Sighs) We need to know what's going on, y'all.

Neil: Yeah, but what does Lily need?

Dr. Hastings: I'm around this stuff all the time. You know, people need a chance to work through it. They need space.

Malcolm: I don't think she should be left alone.

Lily: Did you like it, the service?

Cane: Yeah. I wish I could tell everybody how much. (Sighs)

Lily: They said such... sweet things about us... about you. And Billy... (Laughs)

Cane: (Chuckles)

Lily: Can you believe Billy? I bet you didn't think he had it in him.

[Lily remembering]

Billy: Cane and I didn't exactly get along when we first met. Actually, we, uh, couldn't stand each other. But the truth is, if I'm going to be truthful and it's going to pain me to do so, I was jealous. See, he got the job I wanted because, uh, he worked hard. Me? Not so much. He got the love of my mother because he realized what a gift it was, and I took it for granted. And he got the girl because he really, really loved her.

Lily: I think he loved you in his... own Billy-like way.

Cane: I hope he gets close to his real brother now. Phillip's gonna need him.

[Lily remembering]

Phillip: When Cane and I came up with the idea of him coming to Genoa City, we thought it was a perfect solution. I'd give my family back somebody that they lost... (Voice breaks) And then he'd get all of you... (Sobs) And he--he got the family that he wanted so bad. I just thought that it would have a happy ending. This is so not the ending that I wanted for him.

Lily: I wish I could tell him it's not the end.

Jill: (Sighs) Oh. Where is everybody?

Kay: Uh, well, Lily wasn't up to having people around, so her family took her home.

Billy: Hey, Mom, what took you so long?

Jill: Well, we ran into the funeral director.

Phillip: Did he say when the ground would be thawed enough for the burial?

Colin: Well, I could always rent a backhoe. It might make breakin' the ground a bit easier.

Jill: That's a good idea.

Kay: Well, we can manage just fine, thank you.

Jill: Katherine, he was trying to help.

Kay: He always is. Sometimes I wonder what his motives are.

Jill: (Scoffs) Boy, only you can turn caring into a crime.

Colin: I've got some business to take care of.

Jill: You don't have to leave, Honey.

Colin: Uh, I've been neglecting things the last few days. Why don't you meet me for dinner?

Jill: We can eat here.

Colin: I'll call you later.

Jill: (Sighs) What is wrong with you?

Kay: I'm not going to sit back and watch that man make-- take such advantage of you.

Jill: That man gave me what I needed today, which is more than I can say for you.

Lily: I think you should sing him your special song, help him go back to sleep.

Cane: I think he needs some mommy love right now.

Lily: (Chuckles) Mommy's here. Mommy will always be here.

Cane: Do you know how lucky you are? There aren't many children who have a mommy like you have... someone who'll support you in life, no matter what path you choose. Your mommy will never try to make you the person that she wants you to be. She'll love you just for who you are.

Lily: (Sighs) The way Jill loved you?

Cane: Even though I wasn't her real son.

Lily: But you were. Didn't you hear her?

[Lily remembering]

Jill: Cane came into my life pretending to be my son... (Sighs) 'cause he wanted to be my son. And then when I found out the truth, I was so angry. I felt... cheated, you know, like I'd lost something that I really, really loved. But after a little while, I realized I hadn't lost anything. I mean... (Sighs) Cane was still there, and he was the man that he always was, the kind, loving, sweet man he always was. (Sighs) And he still loved me like a mother. (Sighs) We weren't pretending anymore, but nothing had changed, because in my heart, I loved him like a son. (Sighs)

Lily: She couldn't love you more. And neither could I.

(Knock on door) (Door opens)

Traci: Lily.

Lily: Yes?

Traci: Were you talking to someone?

Colin: (Sighs) Give me a black coffee. Thanks.

Kevin: (Sighs) Man, I have had some crappy days in my life, but watching Lily today, its right up there.

Daniel: Something was going on with her at the funeral.

Kevin: She had this look that--that Jana would get when she would connect to the other side.

Chloe: You mean you think that she saw...

Kevin: I don't know. People can conjure up all sorts of images in their heads.

Daniel: I think I'm gonna go check on her.

Daniel: You guys should hang on to this.

Chloe: Will you take me back to the church? I want to talk to Cane. There are just some things that I need to clear up.

Lily: It's snowing again. It's pretty. It's sad that it stays for such a short time.

Traci: But then it's spring, and there are so many beautiful new things to enjoy.

Lily: There's something about the snow, though. Nothing else makes me feel the way it does. When I was a kid, I used to... wonder, what happens to the snow when it leaves here?

Traci: It melts into the ground so it can create new life.

Lily: But I don't want to forget Cane.

Traci: Oh, Honey, you won’t. You couldn't, any more than I could forget Colleen.

Lily: Yeah, but there's bits of him that are already slipping away.

Traci: I know how you feel, Sweetie. Um, it's not the person that you're afraid of forgetting. It--it's all the little things about them, the little details, you know? Um, how their skin feels... (Chuckles) That-- that little smile they give you when they catch you watching them. It gets harder and harder to hold it in your mind.

Lily: I was going through some old photos, and I found one of Mom and me. It was when she took me to the Eiffel tower for the first time. And I was just staring at it for so long. I was trying to remember everything that happened that day. (Sniffles) You know, I could see us there, and... I could see us going to lunch. But I... (Sighs) (Sniffles) I couldn't remember what we talked about or what her hand felt like... (Sniffles) In mine as we walked to the café. And I wanted to hear her laugh so badly. But it's like the memories were just bits and pieces, and I don't want that to happen with Cane. I want to remember every detail of every moment that we had together. I just want to hold him in my mind forever.

Traci: Look, um, as much as we want to hold on to it, Sweetie, every snowfall melts only once. You can't hold on to it. You can't re-create it. But those images, how the flakes look sitting on the branches and how they--they glisten in the sunlight, all of those things you can hold on to for a lifetime. Now it's not the same. It's different. It's--it's sort of softer. It--it's not so vivid.

Lily: (Sniffles)

Traci: And it's more like a panoramic picture. It's not so much a close-up, but... (Sniffles) Oh, Lily, it's just as beautiful, maybe more so.

Chloe: (Sighs)

Chloe: You know, it's funny... (Chuckles) When you meet someone, you never think about how much time you have with them. I mean, you think you have forever, but... I mean, I guess that's why we waste so much, right? I don't know. Maybe... maybe if I had known... (Chuckles) Come on, let's face it. I never would have done anything differently. (Inhales sharply) Because who wouldn't want you as their husband, the father of their baby? You were a really stand-up guy, and you did not deserve the... you just didn't deserve what I did to you. I took so much time away from you and Lily. "I'm sorry" seems so... (Exhales slowly) Pointless. I'm sorry. (Sighs) I'm really, really sorry.

(Footsteps approach)

Chloe: (Sighs) Colin.

Colin: I didn't mean to startle you. Sounds like you and Cane had a history.

Chloe: Not one that I'm proud of.

Colin: But you worked through it, right?

Chloe: Well, yeah, and he ended up with Lily, and they had the babies, and... and now she's raising two kids all on her own.

Colin: You think she can handle it?

Chloe: I don't know. I mean, any woman who sits there and mutters to herself during her husband's funeral that... I always thought she was tough, you know? She could handle anything. But this? I mean, I guess it would break anyone, right?

Colin: Yeah. I suppose it could.

Traci: (Sighs)

Malcolm: Is she doing any better?

Traci: Well... (Sighs) She's not going crazy, if that's what you're thinking. Um... she's talking to Cane.

Neil: She's talk--what?

Malcolm: Are you sure she's not going crazy?

Traci: (Sighs) Uh, it's a defense mechanism. She's imagining him there with her, and that's helping her cope.

Neil: Well, frankly, that's not making me feel any better.

(Knock on door)

Devon: I'll get it.

Neil: Thanks.

Traci: Lily knows what she's doing. I-I mean, she knows that it's all in her mind. (Sighs) She just needs a little time, and then when she admits it to herself, I-I think that she'll be able to let Cane go.

Devon: Hey.

Daniel: Hey. (Sighs) I hope you guys don't mind me coming by. I was just worried about Lily.

Malcolm: Yeah, we all are.

Daniel: Do you think maybe I could see her?

Neil: Yeah.

Olivia: It might help her.

Lily: I think they'll both stay asleep now.

Cane: What about you? Will you asleep?

Lily: As long as you're here.

Cane: And if I'm not?

Lily: Don't say that.

Cane: You know I'll be wherever you need. I'll be whatever you need.

Lily: Katherine was right.

Cane: (Sighs)

Lily: How did I get so lucky? Millions and millions of people in the world, and I found you.

Cane: But you didn't hear everything she said.

[Lily remembering]

Kay: Why? Why did... why did Cane come into our lives and make us care for him deeply? Now why... why did he become our friend? Why, uh, Lily's husband? And little, uh, Matty, Charlie, his father? No, but Cane coming into our lives... (Sighs) It wasn't luck. It wasn't by chance, and it wasn't just a random act. It was destiny. Now was it by chance that it was set up in this bar that put all of this into motion? No. I don't believe it was, not for a minute. It was fate. It was Cane's destiny and ours. We were meant to meet him, to know him, and to love him. So... let us not ask why we should let him go, but let us ask why God saw fit to bring him into our lives. And what ever, ever did we do to deserve that?

Lily: I don't know what I did to deserve you, but I'm glad I did it.

(Knock on door)

Lily: (Gasps) It's open.

(Door opens)

Daniel: Hey, can I come in?

Lily: Sure.

Daniel: I thought I, uh, heard, uh... (Sighs) How you doing? You look like you could use a friend.

Kay: Thank you for coming back.

Tucker: It was Ashley's idea. (Sighs) I don't really have anything else to say to you.

Kay: Thank you, Ashley. But I have something to say to you.

Ashley: I thought it was important that the two of you have a real conversation.

Murphy: Do you want to be left alone?

Kay: No, no. I think that both of you should stay.

Tucker: Well, if this is another "You're a despicable human being" speech, I've got better things to do with my time.

Kay: I still think you were too hard on Cane, but I understand why.

Tucker: Because he stole from me?

Kay: No, no. No, not money. He stole the chance for you to prove you were something other than this Tucker McCall, the tough businessman. You were willing-- no, you were j-- you were eager. Yes, you were eager to reach out to him, but he wouldn't let you. I just wonder if he had a chance to do that over again...

Tucker: He doesn’t.

Kay: No, he doesn’t. But we could learn from Cane's death. You know, that’s... that's a sad price we pay for losing someone, the price they pay for the insight that we gain. I don't know about you, but I'm not willing to s-squander Cane's sacrifice.

Tucker: I think we'd be the worse for it.

Colin: This isn't over.

Daniel: There is an end to all of this. I know that it doesn't seem like it right now, but there is.

Lily: I guess I'm just afraid of what that end might be... for me and the twins.

Daniel: Well, you'll figure it out. I got a lot of faith in you. I know Cane would, too.

Lily: You think so?

Daniel: I think that he knew what you were made of. And that when it came his time to go, he was okay with that, because he knew that what he was leaving behind, it was gonna be taken good care of. You know, if you don't want to be alone I-I can sit with you.

Lily: I'm okay.

Daniel: Yeah? Okay.

(Door opens)

(Door closes)

Cane: You're not alone, Sweetheart.

Lily: I know. But you're not real. (Sighs) (Shivers) (Sighs) (Sighs) (Sighs) (Sniffles) (Sighs)

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