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Episode # 9586 ~ Lily Struggles With Cane's Death

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Lily: Okay, great. Thank you. Bye. Did you get the e-mail back from the minister?

Neil: Yeah, he's gonna meet us at the funeral home before the service so we can, you know, go over everything. I tell you what, Kiddo. It's been a long day. Why don't we unplug and, you know, heat up one of those casseroles that Esther brought over?

Lily: Uh, I'm not hungry.

Neil: Now weren't you the one who insisted that Devon get out for a bit and see Roxy?

Lily: Okay, Dad, I don't want to stop. There's a lot to get done before the funeral, and I want everything to be perfect for Cane.

Neil: Okay. Okay. I understand completely. I'll do whatever I can to help.

Lily: (Sighs) Um, well, what you can do is there's these pictures that Devon printed out, and I want to pick the best one for the display.

Neil: Okay, so where are they?

Lily: Um, they're in the other room. I'll go get them.

Neil: Hey, Honey? What is it?

Lily: Uh... it's just Valentine’s Day. It's almost here. It was just a really special day for Cane and me. And now every year for the rest of my life, it's gonna be a reminder of what I've lost.

Sofia: Yeah. Well, I just contacted the last of our guests. Our wedding is officially canceled.

Malcolm: Well, we still pretty much have to pay for everything, although most of the vendors were cool about waiving the late cancellation fees.

Sofia: Well, people tend not to be jerks when they find out you're backing out due to a death in the family.

Malcolm: Let's just keep it real, Sofia. It's not the only reason we're callin' things off. Even if Cane hadn't died, we still wouldn't be gettin' married on Valentine’s Day.

Colin: Jill, it's me. I'm back at the house. I thought you would have been here by now. It's no big deal. Just call me when you can. Bring me up to speed on what's happening at the hospital with, uh, Nina and Ronan. Yeah. Bye. (Makes kissing sound)

Jill: Is it just me, or did Nate seem a little--

Chloe: Nate seemed a little intense.

Paul: Do you think something went wrong with the surgery?

Jill: Oh!

Kay: Do not say that! Don't even think it.

Chris: I'm sure we'll hear something soon.

Nina: What do you mean Ronan's gone?! He died?

Dr. Hastings: No. The operation ended successfully. But your son left the hospital.

Nina: (Gasps)

Chance: Left?

Heather: H-how can that be?

Dr. Hastings: Ronan was being wheeled into recovery when the hospital administrator showed up. There was a MedEvac chopper waiting on the roof and an order for the patient to be moved. As soon as we prepped him, he--he was flown out. I-I have no idea where.

Phillip: You didn't know that this was happening?

Dr. Hastings: Absolutely not. I'm as shocked and appalled as the rest of you. It's extremely risky to move someone after such a delicate procedure. I argued against it. But evidently, it was ordered by the FBI.

Nina: The FBI?

Nina: Christine, did you do this? Did you send Ronan away?

Chris: What are you talking about? No one sent Ronan away.

Nina: Yes, they did. The FBI loaded him into a helicopter right after surgery...

Chris: What? What?!

Nina: And flew him off to God knows where!

Paul: Why the hell would they do that?

Chloe: I mean, the man was just on a table for eight hours getting a new liver.

Murphy: Yeah, what kind of bureaucratic nincompoop would order him moved in that condition?

Nina: I want answers, Cricket! Where's my son?!

Chris: I have no idea. This is the first I am hearing about this.

Nina: I can't trust you. Ever since you came to town, you've been keeping these huge secrets.

Chris: I swear to you, I know nothing about this. I am as stunned as you are. You've gotta believe me. I don't know.

Nina: All right, fine. Then where is he? Where's my son? Who's responsible for having him transferred?

Chris: I'm gonna find out. I'm gonna find out. I'm gonna call my boss. I'm gonna call the contacts at the bureau.

Paul: Okay, look, I'm gonna talk to the hospital administrator. I'll talk to the surgical staff and see what I can find out, okay?

Heather: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I-I'll help. D-did doc-- Dr. Hastings say anything that could be helpful at all?

Nina: No, he's just angry that his patient was moved. He said it's incredibly dangerous.

Paul: Okay, we're gonna get to work.

Jill: Oh, my God.

Paul: Be right back.

Jill: It's gonna be fine. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Sofia: You don't need to remind me why I don't have plans on Valentine’s Day.

Malcolm: Okay, look. It's late. It's late. And this is not the time or the place for us to be gettin' into this, okay?

Sofia: No, we are getting into this. Sit down.

Malcolm: Okay, you want to do this?

Sofia: Yeah.

Malcolm: All right, Sofia. I'm still having trouble wrapping my head around the way you mishandled Cane.

Sofia: Look, I understand that you don't trust me.

Malcolm: No, you got that wrong, Baby. You don't trust me, because you don't lie to people you love, and you don't freeze them out of important decisions.

Sofia: So do you run all your decisions about your business by me? Do I get to approve who you work with or--or what jobs you take or when you go out of town traveling?

Malcolm: Don't sit there and act like this is all about business, okay? Frankly, it's far beneath you, and Cane was my daughter's husband, not just some dude you worked with, Sofia.

Sofia: Do you want to be in this relationship, Malcolm? I mean, just say the word. Do you want your ring back?

Malcolm: (Sighs)

Sofia: Baby, are we over?

Neil: Hmm. Let me see. (Chuckles) Uh, do we have a goofy pile?

Lily: (Laughs)

Neil: (Laughs)

Lily: Oh, my gosh, that hat.

Neil: Yeah.

Lily: You know, he came into the chemo room, and he was wearing this, and I just could not stop laughing. And he was acting all serious, too, you know? He was like, "What's so funny here? This is serious business."

Neil: (Laughs) Oh, Lily. He would have given anything to see you smile then.

Lily: Well, he succeeded. He made everybody else smile, too. (Sighs) Everyone in the hospital loved him.

Neil: Yeah. Oh, look at this. I love this one. (Clears throat) This one shows what a great dad he was, you know? Look at him. What a natural he was as a father, holdin' his baby. He looks so relaxed.

Lily: (Sighs)

Neil: What, Sweetheart? What?

Lily: (Sighs) Look, I know this-- I know this sounds crazy, but... sometimes people will say something or I'll see something, and it'll trigger these images in my mind and... they're not happy ones. You know? Like, I-I'll see our last kiss before everything fell apart. Or... the look on his face when I told him to leave. And there's this one moment that just keeps playing over and over in my mind... and it's when we were on the church steps, and I was holding his head as he was dying, and he took his last breath, and I just felt his whole... body just sinking down, like he was relaxed, and his head just felt really heavy, and his hand went limp, and in that moment, I knew. I knew that he was gone. And that just keeps playing over and over in my mind like a movie, and it won't stop.

Neil: Yeah. I understand.

Lily: And I just keep wondering, you know, what was that like for him when he took his last breath? Did he feel any peace?

Neil: I thought that you had reconciled that in your heart, that Cane knew that you'd forgiven him.

Lily: No. (Stammers) I know that he heard me say that I loved him, because he managed to say it back. But there was something else he was trying to say, and he couldn’t. And did he feel bad knowing that he didn't get to say everything he wanted to say?

Neil: Unfortunately, that isn't something that we get to know.

Lily: Right. And I'm supposed to be okay with that. Only I don't know if I can be.

Malcolm: Do I love you? Hell, yeah. Do I want my ring back? No.

Sofia: (Sighs) Well, that only answers half of my question.

Malcolm: Baby, I'm not-- I'm just not sure what you want from me.

Sofia: A little understanding, maybe.

Malcolm: Understanding?

Sofia: Understand that when Cane finally told me what he was into and how he was backed up against a wall, I mean, after I got over the initial shock, I-I mean, all I could think about was how much trouble the poor guy must be in. I really wanted to help. I mean, did my judgment suck? Yes. In hindsight, yes. But I never did anything maliciously, Malcolm. I never meant to lie to you or to your family or to deceive Tucker or cause a man to die. I... Cane just needed to buy some time. We were not gonna put up with the charade forever.

Malcolm: Look, I wish I could predict how long it's gonna take for me to get over this, but I can't, Baby. That's something I just can't do, okay? You know my history. You know what I've been through with Drucilla and Lily and--and--and--and all of that. It took me years to finally find out that she was really my daughter. Okay? And by the time that we figured it out, people had made decisions and--and--and based their lives around a whole bunch of lies and deceit, and when that happens, Sofia, when that happens, it's very difficult to just--just go back to the way things were.

Sofia: You're saying that you will never be able to forgive me?

Malcolm: I want to. I mean, I want us to have another chance.

Neil: Hey, Honey? Um, if Cane said he loved you with all his heart, right? Then that--that is what you need to hold onto.

Lily: No, I know you're right. But still, I can't help but wonder what he was trying to tell me. I know that he was still hiding something from me. And what if that's what he was trying to say? What if it was his last secret, and he was trying to get it off his chest before it was too late.

Neil: All right.

Lily: I mean, God, I hate even thinking about it, but I can't help it.

Neil: Okay. Okay. Okay. Hey, it's gonna take time to reconcile the man you loved with the man who kept so much of his past hidden. And, see, while you're doin' that...

Lily: (Sighs)

Neil: I really wish you wouldn't torment yourself with questions that can never be answered. You understand?

Jill: And poor Nina didn't even get to see for herself that Ronan had come through the surgery safely.

Colin: Listen, don't worry about anything, all right? Uh, I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. Oh, by the way, I sent some food over to, uh, food and flowers over to Lily from the both of us.

Jill: Thank you, Colin.

Colin: Listen, just focus on getting Nina through this. When you get home, well, I can focus on you. Yeah, me too. (Makes kissing sound) Bye.

Esther: (Clears throat) I-I thought you might like some tea while you're waiting.

Colin: Oh, thank you, Esther. That's--that's very kind of you.

Esther: You're wondering why I'm being nice when we all screamed at Jill not to marry you.

Colin: (Chuckles) Well, the thought did tiptoe through my mind, yeah.

Esther: Well, I've seen the way you've been with Jill and Mrs. C. since Cane died. Maybe you're not such a bad guy after all.

Colin: I appreciate that.

Esther: So is Ronan out of surgery? What--what's the latest?

Chloe: How much did you just tell Colin?

Jill: Just that Ronan, uh, disappeared right after his surgery. Nothing about Chance, obviously.

Chloe: It's a really great way to start off a marriage, huh?

Jill: (Sighs) Chloe, I don't enjoy keeping things from my husband, okay? But Chance's safety has to come first. Someday I'll be able to tell Colin everything. I'm sure he'll understand that there are times when you just can't tell the whole truth, even when you want to.

Dr. Hastings: The lead transplant specialist will be in later to check on you. So far, everything seems to be going according to plan.

Chance: (Scoffs) Except where my brother's concerned.

Dr. Hastings: I'm sorry I couldn't stop the transfer.

Phillip: It's not your fault, Doc.

Chance: If I wasn't stuck in this damn bed...

Phillip: Hey.

Chance: (Grunts)

Phillip: You pipe down, okay? Your job is just to take it easy. Let the rest of us figure this out.

Chris: I left urgent messages for my boss and the FBI contacts. Hopefully I'll hear something soon.

Jill: What about the agents who were guarding the floor?

Chris: (Sighs) No one I spoke to knew anything.

Chloe: Well, that's the FBI for you. Maybe, maybe not. Not much for sharing.

Kay: Well, they could be telling the truth after all. This kind of an order has to come from higher up.

(Door opens)

Phillip: Nina, Dr. Hastings is leaving.

Nina: Oh, uh... "Thank you" is inadequate. Both my sons' lives were your hands today, and you brought them through. Thank you.

Dr. Hastings: Yeah, I just hope you get some answers soon about Ronan's whereabouts. Good night, everyone.

Jill: Good night. Thank you, Doctor. Thank you.

Kay: Thank you.

Nina: (Sighs) Y-you guys have been waiting since Chance got out of the O.R. Why don't you go in and see him?

Jill: Oh, I would love to.

Murphy: No, I don't want to crowd the kid. You girls go ahead, and give my best to Chance, will you?

Jill: We--we will.

Kay: Yeah, we'll do that.

Murphy: (Sighs)

Nina: (Sighs)

Phillip: Paul, what--what'd you find out?

Paul: Okay, the surgical team didn't know anything at all.

Chris: What about the staff who brought him to the roof?

Paul: Okay, the helicopter was unmarked. All they saw was a pilot, a guard, and a small medical team. And none of 'em were talking at all.

Heather: The administrator confirmed that the transfer was ordered by the FBI. Beyond that, she wouldn't say anything.

Chris: Well, I'm sure she had nothing more to offer. The feds wouldn't give her any sensitive information.

Nina: I want answers. I want to know who authorized this. And I-I want to know if Ronan knew about it.

Heather: I think he knew. (Sighs) Before the surgery, um, I told him that he'd better come back to us and--and he said that he couldn't commit to anything and that I should try not to care so much. And at the time, I-I thought he just meant that the surgery was risky and that there were no guarantees, but looking back... (Sighs)

Paul: You think he was saying good-bye?

Heather: The bureau must have contacted him beforehand.

Chloe: Or he contacted them. Maybe this was all Ronan's idea.

Lily: Well, I was doing pretty well with the funeral arrangements, and then I got the pictures out to work on a display, and...

Malcolm: (Sighs) Oh, Baby Girl, I understand. Why don't you put it away for a while?

Neil: Yep, that's what I said.

Lily: Well, it's not gonna be any easier tomorrow, so I just want to get it finished.

Malcolm: Well, um, I know a thing or two about photos. You need a second set of eyes?

Lily: I would love that. Thank you.

Neil: Okay, well, listen, you two. Um, since you're here, my man, I'm gonna run home. I'm gonna grab some fresh clothes. (Sighs)

Malcolm: Hey, I mean, I can stay if you want to crash at your pad tonight, Bro.

Lily: What about Sofia?

Malcolm: She'll be all right.

Neil: I-I don't want to bail on you, Lily.

Lily: No, Dad, it's fine. You've been with me nonstop. Okay? Go sleep in your own bed. Malcolm and Devon will both be here. I'll be fine.

Malcolm: We'll take good care of her.

Neil: Okay. Well, if you need me then--

Lily: Yeah, I'll call. I promise.

Neil: Okay, good. Think about what I said, all right?

Lily: I will.

Neil: I love--I love you. Love you, too.

Malcolm: Yeah, back at you, Bro. (Sighs)

Lily: So, um, are you ready to get to work?

Malcolm: Whatever you need.

Kay: I'm gonna put these right here.

Chance: Mm. As soon as I'm able to have real food, I am gonna be all over those.

Jill: (Chuckles)

Kay: Well, Esther’s snickerdoodles were always his favorite.

Jill: I know.

Chance: So any news on Ronan?

Jill: Uh, nothing yet.

Kay: Well, Christine and Paul and Heather are working on it. But, um, you concentrate on getting well.

Chance: All right. You both have gotta be wiped. Why don't you get outta here? All right? Go home. Get some rest. So I don't have to worry about you both.

Kay: It has been a long day.

Jill: No, no, no, no. Just a few seconds more.

Kay: Jill, come on.

Heather: Why don't you keep your crazy theories to yourself?

Paul: You know, Nina really doesn't need this.

Chloe: Is it really that implausible? Ronan is FBI. If there's anyone who knows how to disappear, it's him.

Heather: (Scoffs)

Murphy: (Stammers) Chloe, you're entitled to your opinion, but let's not go looking to stir things up.

Chloe: I'm not.

Chris: Oh, my--and for you to suggest that Ronan went over my head and orchestrated something so ill-advised--

Chloe: Guys, we are talking about someone who has lied to everyone the minute that he got here. He said that he was here working on a case. And then he just so happened to be Nina's long-lost son. He just happened to have a fatal hereditary disease that Chance just cured. Come on. The second he got what he wanted, he was out the door.

Chris: I handpicked Ronan for this assignment because I believed in the man's integrity.

Chloe: Yeah, well, he also lied to you about being sick, which you have conveniently forgotten about.

Chris: This manipulative little plot-- it is not something the Ronan I know would have done.

Paul: And it's not like he can skip town and-- and never come back.

Chris: Exactly. He was to testify at the corruption hearing, which means he has to come back at some point and face all of us.

Nina: (Sighs)

Phillip: Does he actually have to be in the courtroom? Is there a way that he can submit written testimony or do this via satellite? I mean, as long as Chance is in the room, can Ronan get out of appearing in court?

Chris: (Sighs)

Nina: What are you saying? You agree with Chloe?

Phillip: Our son came out of hiding at great personal risk. And he let himself be sliced open for this brother that he hardly knows, and now Ronan takes off without even a word?

Chloe: Mm-hmm.

Phillip: So, yeah, I mean, if he had to leave-- if the feds had to move him, he could have confided in you or Chance. You guys have proven that you're trustworthy to him. The way I see it, he used you all. And then he just walked away.

Nina: You don't know him.

Phillip: Do you?

Lily: Uh, this is Cane's that he brought back from Australia. Let's see. He's got a rugby award from high school.

Malcolm: (Chuckles)

Lily: (Chuckles) Um... a seashell. That's pretty, huh?

Malcolm: Yeah.

Lily: Oh, my gosh. Look.

Malcolm: (Laughs) Check him out.

Lily: (Laughs) Oh, my gosh. He looks so happy.

Malcolm: (Chuckles)

Lily: How old do you think he was?

Malcolm: Uh, probably 7, 8, around there, huh? (Chuckles)

Lily: You know what? Let's blow this picture up to put on the display. It's the only picture I have from his childhood.

Malcolm: Yeah, that's--

Lily: The only part of his life I never even knew about.

(Knock on door)

Lily: (Sighs)

Lily: (Gasps) Nate! Oh, my gosh.

Dr. Hastings: (Laughs)

Lily: Oh, hi. It is so good to see you.

Dr. Hastings: Oh.

Lily: Come on in.

Dr. Hastings: You to, Coz.

Lily: (Laughs)

Malcolm: Hey, Man.

Dr. Hastings: Malcolm, hey.

Malcolm: I'll be doggone. Check you out. You're almost as tall as me, Man.

Dr. Hastings: Uh, not quite.

Malcolm: Oh, Man, look it. All grown up. Look at you, Man.

Lily: I mean, I have been crossing my fingers all day that you would be able to come. How did Ronan's surgery go? Is--is he okay?

Dr. Hastings: Yeah, doin' great. You know, I'm just glad I made it over.

Lily: Me, too.

Dr. Hastings: (Sighs) I'm so sorry about Cane.

Lily: Thank you. Uh, listen, I know that you have to be exhausted. You've been on your feet for how many hours?

Dr. Hastings: Yeah, a few.

Lily: Yeah, okay. Well, take a nap, and we can catch up later.

Dr. Hastings: Well, can I meet the twins first?

Lily: Of course. They're sleeping, but you can sneak a peek. So come--they're back here. Come on.

Malcolm: Hey. Ahh.

Lily: (Laughs)

Colin: (Sighs)

Phillip: How long have you known this man?

Jill: Look, Sweetie, this isn't the way I wanted you to find out, okay? But I-I had to let you know before you went home, and I didn't want you to find out from somebody else. Oh.

Phillip: So, uh, what do you guys think of this marriage?

Murphy: Well, to tell you the truth, uh, we had our doubts.

Kay: Uh, well, Colin has been very supportive since we lost Cane.

Phillip: Well, I look forward to hearing all about him when we get home, but, uh, you love this guy?

Jill: Oh, Honey, I love him so much, and I know he loves me just as much. And I couldn't have gotten through this without him.

Kay: Uh, Phillip, uh, we have just so many questions. I mean, the people in Australia who wanted revenge on Cane-- but, Darling, I understand that right now, your focus has to be on Chance.

Phillip: I'm gonna be here tonight for Chance and Nina, but when I get to the house...

Kay: Yeah.

Phillip: Yeah, I'll explain everything.

Nina: It's even later in D.C. than it is here.

Chris: It doesn't matter. These people keep their phones on every second. I've called them all twice now.

Paul: So you think they're freezing you out?

Chris: I know they are. This is my case. Any decision to remove Ronan from the hospital should have gone through me. The--the fact that it didn't, I...

Chloe: Hi.

Chance: Hey.

Chloe: Just wanted to come and say good night, make sure you're hangin' in there okay.

Chance: Well, probably better than the rest of you. I know everyone is freaking out about Ronan. (Sighs) But no one wants to get into it with me.

Chloe: I think that Ronan planned this entire thing. I think he called his boys in from Quantico and had 'em yank him out of here on the sly.

Chance: Why would he do that? That doesn't make any sense.

Chloe: It makes perfect sense if he's playing you.

Nina: I really wish Chloe hadn't dumped that on you.

Phillip: Do you think she could be right about him?

Chance: (Sighs) Ronan and I were never very close. That was no secret. But once I found out that he was undercover and we set up our sting, he had my back. He was a good agent, and he was a good guy. I trusted him with my life, and he didn't let me down.

Nina: He never asked us for anything.

Phillip: (Sighs) That could have been part of his M.O. let it come from you.

Nina: (Scoffs)

Phillip: What better way to convince someone-- I mean, that's it.

Nina: Well, forgive me if I prefer not to believe that my son would do something so callous.

Chance: As a cop, one of the things you learn is that you never really know what a person is capable of until they actually do something. Now you all can think what you want, but until I see more evidence, I'm not gonna judge the guy.

Heather: Leaving so soon?

Chloe: I'm sure you think I'm a real bitch accusing Ronan of being so coldhearted.

Heather: Oh, that's only one of the many reasons.

Chloe: The thing is I think that Philip and I are the only ones who are seeing him clearly.

Heather: I think I knew Ronan a little better than you did.

Chloe: Heather, I'm not trying to dis you, okay? I'm just being honest. I think that I've been conned by enough men to recognize when it's happened to someone else.

Heather: Oh, so-- so you think that Ronan was conning Chance and me? Given how desperately ill he's been, I'm--I'm surprised he found the time.

Chloe: If you think that he had any real feelings for you, you're mistaken, and it's not because there's anything wrong with you. I just don't think that he's capable of it.

Esther: Phillip's home? How wonderful.

Kay: Mm-hmm. Yes.

Jill: Yes, he flew in for Cane's funeral.

Colin: Yeah, you mentioned they knew each other.

Jill: They were very good friends back in Australia.

Murphy: Yeah, Phillip's the one who sent Cane here in the first place pretending to be Jill's son.

Jill: I told you all about it at Gloworm, remember?

Colin: Mm, yeah. Slipped my mind.

Kay: Yes, well, we were hoping that, uh, Phillip might fill us in on some of the blanks, and, uh, tell us a little bit more about Blake and the men who were after Cane.

Neil: So what's going on? You said it was very important over the phone.

Sofia: I owe you and, um, Lily and your whole family a huge apology.

Neil: Sofia, for what?

Sofia: Cane's death... (Voice breaking) It was my fault. I mean, if I would have come to you instead of lying or--and going along with it, Cane still might be with us, and those precious little babies still might have their daddy.

Lily: It's so weird seeing all these pictures together. Makes it look like we had this perfect life.

Malcolm: (Sighs)

Lily: Still, after everything I had been through with Daniel... I knew I didn't have the whole story. I just didn't want to admit it.

Malcolm: (Sighs) Well, probably feel like-- and you'd be asking yourself, how could you stay with someone you know is completely untrustworthy?

Lily: Yeah, and Cane swore to me more than once that... I knew everything, that there were no more secrets. And then... after a while...

Malcolm: (Sighs) The next bomb would drop.

Lily: And every single time I would ask him about his childhood, he just wouldn't say anything. And then I surprised him with these tickets to Australia, and he basically just freaked out. You know, I backed off. And then after Blake showed up, I knew that there was something wrong. But, you know, I just pretended not to hear all those little alarms going off in my head. I keep thinking, what if I had stood up and demanded to know the truth? Would he still be alive? (Sighs) And it's like, what does that say about my judgment? That I would rather just hide my head in the sand than do what I know needs to be done?

Neil: Hey, here you go.

Sofia: Thanks.

Neil: Yeah, sure.

Sofia: What Cane was doing-- I knew it was wrong. But... I just went along with it. I kept the scheme going and going, and not only did I keep his confidence, but I didn't tell anyone, or...

Neil: Sofia, you did it out of compassion.

Sofia: It got him killed.

Neil: All right, listen. (Sighs) See, I probably wouldn't have handled things the way you did.

Sofia: Probably. Yeah, right.

Neil: No, listen. Listen. Listen, sometimes in families, doing the right thing or the right thing to do can be very complicated. See, I personally believe that there are some secrets that should never come out because the potential for harm outweighs whatever good might come from knowing the truth.

Sofia: Are we still talking about Cane and me?

Neil: My son-in-law, he never stopped lying. He lied about everything. And, see, we can't blame ourselves for that, given the type of people who were after him. Who's to say that he wouldn't have been killed no matter what we did?

Sofia: Lily is in so much pain, Neil. I mean, you should be furious with me. Why are you so... why are you lettin' me off the hook like this?

Neil: (Sighs) Sofia... I-I wish--I wish that I had done things differently, you know? I wish Lily had, too. There's nothing I wouldn't do to protect my family, my grandkids...

Sofia: (Chuckles)

Neil: My daughter. You know what I'm sayin'?

Sofia: Yeah, family comes first.

Neil: There's-- that's absolutely right. There's no--there's no line that wouldn't cross. I would lay down my life for them. And what you did, it came from the heart, right there.

Sofia: (Sniffles)

Neil: You did what you did for the family, and I appreciate that. And as far as I'm concerned, you've been punished enough. Come here. Come here.

Sofia: (Sniffles)

Malcolm: (Sighs) "Avoid responsibility"-- my mantra for life on a t-shirt.

Lily: Oh, stop.

Malcolm: (Chuckles) No, I'm just keepin' it real with you. Come on now. What did I do when I found out you were my daughter? It's--it's all right. You can say it. What--what--what did-- what did old Uncle Malcolm do? How did I handle that, huh?

Lily: (Sighs) You left town.

Malcolm: I bolted. I bolted just like a coward. And I let everybody else deal with it. And part of the reason I'm back is... (Sighs) Is to try and fix that, to make things right. No, look, the bottom line-- the moral of the story is...

Lily: We're all human?

Malcolm: We're all human, Baby. (Chuckles) We all make mistakes, and we're all tryin' to figure this thing out. You know? I mean, who to trust and what to keep to ourselves. What's real and what's not. You know, whether to listen to our conscience or give in to the fear. And when-- when a mistake is made, how to forgive the person who made it, whether it's someone else or yourself.

Lily: So I mean, what do you do? Who do you know what to believe in?

Malcolm: Well... (Sighs) You--you can believe in Neil. You can believe in me. (Sighs) You can believe in Devon. You know that. Nate. Them precious little babies in there, them two precious little blessings in there, you can believe in them. Oh, yeah. I can't leave out your-- your Aunt Liv. You know, your Aunt Liv loves you. You got family, Baby. You start there, and you take the rest one day at a time.

Malcolm: (Sighs)

Colin: When are you expecting Phillip?

Jill: Well, he's staying at the hospital for right now to support Nina.

(Door opens)

Jill: But you'll meet him soon. I can't wait.

Colin: Mm, neither can I.

Jill: (Sighs)

Murphy: Oh, Chloe. Chloe, any word on Ronan?

Chloe: Nobody's heard a word. I'm not surprised. I'm sure he covered all of his tracks, little weasel that he is.

Kay: Darling, are you sure you're, um, perspective hasn't been a little affected by what happened to Cane or your, um... breakup with Kevin?

Esther: You broke up with Kevin?

Chloe: Yes, Mom. And no, Katherine. My opinion of Ronan has nothing to do with that or the fact that I think that most men suck. Mm-hmm.

Heather: What if Chloe's right?

Paul: (Sighs)

Heather: What--what if... what if Ronan used all of us?

Paul: You know what? We don't have anywhere near enough information to make that conclusion. And I am praying for all our sakes that Ronan is the man we believed him to be.

Heather: (Sighs)

Chance: Mom, I know you're worried about Ronan.

Nina: (Inhales deeply)

Phillip: Cricket'll get answers.

Nina: (Sighs)

Chris: I won't give up until I do.

Nina: Before you and your brother went into surgery, I told you both that I love you, and I meant it, Chance. I thought that Ronan and I were at a point where... where it meant something to him, too.

Next on "The Young and the Restless"...

Kay: No, no, no, you are not chickening out. There is a very special little girl just waiting to see us.

Kevin: Hi. Sorry I'm late.

Esther: I invited him.

Jack: We've got a live one.

Phyllis: He says he has video footage of the night that Skye died.

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