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Phyllis: Y-your mom said that you were at St. Mary's hospital with Sharon. Did she go into labor?
Nick: The baby died.
Phyllis: Oh, my God. I'm so sorry. Sharon and Jack--
Phyllis: Jack was so excited.
Nick: It wasn't Jack's. It was mine.
Ashley: My sweet little Faith.
Adam: I may not be able to see her all that well, but she is beautiful.
Ashley: She is so beautiful.
Ashley: No, not so soon.
Woman: Just a little trip to baby central.
Ashley: I'll see you soon, Sweetheart. I love you. Oh. (Sighs)
Adam: Does Victor know yet about the name change from Hope to Faith?
Ashley: Uh, no. I haven't really had time to tell him.
Adam: Victor's fading fast, and whether or not Traci gives Colleen's heart over or not, it--it might not even make a difference. I mean, don't you think he needs to see his daughter, Ashley?
Ashley: Well, actually, the doctor wants the baby under supervision for now.
Adam: Ashley, listen to me. Victor could die.
Ashley: I also have my family and my sister to think about now, okay? Traci has an excruciating decision to make.
Jack: Traci is in Colleen's room right now, watching machines breathe for the only child she ever had. She knows her daughter's brain is no longer functioning in-- in any way that matters. Colleen's gone. We have to accept that. But Traci-- Traci is left behind to make decisions no one should ever have to make, like when to let her daughter go, or who her daughter's heart should go to. She's made that decision, Victor. It's yours. Colleen's heart is yours to go on living with.
Victor: Thank you. Thank you.
Jack: It's the only way Traci could make sense of something that never should have happened.
Victor: I'm sorry for the pain, but I'm grateful for the chance.
Jack: You and Colleen are a 5-point match according to the tests. She has a young, strong, perfect heart-- years of life left in it, a good heart, an incredibly good heart.
Victor: I know-- I know you despise me. I understand. So just let me die.
Jack: We should let you die. You're a bastard. You always have been, and I don't expect it to change. But one death is enough. For Colleen's sake, I hope you live.
Jack: The answer is yes.
Ashley: I need to go see Traci.
Adam: (Sighs) Ashley, Victor's how many feet away? Listen, I talked to my dad, okay? I showed him a picture of the baby. He didn't even know she was born. There's something different about you. I-I can't tell. It's just the tone in your voice when you talk about Victor. And how is it that Nikki is the one who's sitting vigil in his hospital--
Ashley: Adam! Just-- I'm not gonna talk to you about this right now, okay?
Adam: Wait, Ashley. Hey. Listen, I'm not one to talk, okay? I just put that out there. Victor has this ability to stomp on any decent feelings a person might have for the guy until you don't know how you feel about him, but listen. The baby? This is--this is his blood. This might be the only chance he has to see her.
Nick: I walked in and overheard Sharon talking to her mom. She said the baby was mine. I knew once the hospital doors unlocked that I had to get to you.
Phyllis: Yeah, I remember. You--you walked into the room at the airport, and Summer's face lit up.
Nick: I had planned to tell you everything.
Phyllis: I started talking about Victor, and--and him bringing Patty-- or Mary Jane--into town.
Nick: Well, I needed to hear all that. But then we started talking about Summer and-- and how we were gonna be strong for her and beat this thing together. It just didn't seem like the right time to tell you.
Phyllis: But you wanted to tell me.
Nick: Of course I did. I was gonna tell you the second you got home so we could deal with this together.
Phyllis: But instead, you just decided to do all of this alone.
Nick: I found out Sharon was at St. Mary's. The labor and the birth-- it all happened before I could I get there. I never even got to see her. I didn't get to hold her.
Phyllis: Nick, I don't-- I don't understand that. You have to say good-bye.
Nick: Sharon was medicated, and they told her that the baby never even took a breath, so sh-- she didn't suffer.
Phyllis: What? That's wrong. She has-- she has to see her child. She has every right to see her child.
Nick: They thought it would be too hard for her because... I guess she had severe birth defects.
Phyllis: Oh, my God, Nick.
Nick: Nobody even got to hold her, nobody who cared.
Cane: Well, I have some work I have to do, so I will let you ladies have some privacy, okay?
Lily: Is it Colleen? Did something happen? Did she--
Mac: No. No, I'm sorry. Um, no. Nothing's changed, except that Traci made a decision. Colleen had signed an own-- organ donor card, and Victor Newman is a match for her heart.
Lily: (Sighs) Oh, my gosh. You know, when I got the news that I had cancer, all I could think about was death. It's like, I could be doing anything, and that word would just pop into my head-- "Death," "Dying," "Dead." (Sighs) Just be erased from the world. But Colleen wouldn't let me go there. She kept telling me to fight. No one was supposed to die.
Mac: She was trying to help Patty, and she's still helping people. Traci didn't have to say yes, but she did. And now Colleen is gonna be honored as an angel by so many people.
Lily: (Sighs) She gave me this angel. Her dad gave it to her to watch over her, and I tried to give it back, but Traci wouldn't let me. She told me to keep it. (Sighs)
Mac: It makes sense-- like, this grand spiritual logic.
Lily: Do you really believe that? That something this awful could make any sense at all? I mean, you've been in Darfur. You know, the things that you must've seen...
Mac: And that is exactly why I believe. I have to. Colleen is part of something magical now. I believe that in my soul.
Victor: You heard?
Nikki: Jack told us. It's incredible.
Victor: It's a chance, but you can't assume--
Nikki: What, that it won't work? I don't assume.
Nikki: I know.
Traci: I think it's what Colleen would want, Sweetie, especially for your sake. She loves you so much.
Jack: I talked to Victor.
Traci: Oh, thank you.
Jack: And the doctors. There are a couple more forms you need to fill out.
Jack: Whenever you're ready.
Jack: Hey, kiddo. Are you okay?
Abby: (Sobbing) I don't know what to do now.
Jack: Well, we're all gonna have to say good-bye to Colleen.
Jack: You want me to leave the room for a minute?
Abby: No, don't go. I'm so scared.
Jack: No, don't be scared.
Jack: I'm not going anywhere. I'm right here, okay?
Abby: (Sobs) You were the best big sister ever. If I never said it...we couldn't save our dad. (Sobs) We had to say good-bye. And if Victor died now, too, I don't think...but you're saving him. (Sobs) And I'm gonna miss you so much. Tell Daddy I love him, okay? And remember... (Sobs) I love you. I love you so much. (Sobs)
Jack: Oh, Colleen, Colleen. I was thinking earlier today of when you first moved in with me... (Chuckles) I think your mom called me every day. "How's my little girl?" Do you know what I used to tell her? "Don't you worry about Colleen. She's got a lot of heart." "She's got a lot of heart." (Takes Colleen's hand) (Strokes her wrist) Wow. I can feel your pulse. (Sighs) That heart is still beating, that wonderful, adventurous, rebellious, loving heart. And now it will keep on beating after you... (Sighs) (Sighs) Colleen, this war with Victor, my endless, stupid war-- more innocent people caught in the cross fire. I didn't give a damn. (Sniffles) After all the pain and heartache and lives blown up, I'm still here. And now Victor will live. And you-- I'm sorry, Colleen. I should have protected you better. I'm sorry.
Sharon: Come in. Rafe, you-- what are you doing here?
Rafe: The hospital called me, as your attorney. I heard about your loss. I'm sorry, Sharon.
Sharon: Oh, thank you. You didn't have to come.
Rafe: Well, I have news. Once you're discharged from here, you're free to go home.
Rafe: Mm. Given how close you were to finishing your 30 days at the psychiatric hospital, and since the court is aware of your loss...
Sharon: Uh, of course... home.
Rafe: Is something wrong?
Sharon: Um... (Sighs) Earlier, I saw this woman in the hallway with a baby in her arms, and, um, she was in a wheelchair. You know, hospital rules. The baby's father was at her side, and they had, um, balloons and flowers, stuffed animals. It was a celebration of new life. They were going home.
Sharon: Just, um, I just didn't realize it was gonna be that soon.
Phyllis: You don't have to be alone. This isn't the same as when Cassíe died. It's not the same, Nick. Nick, please don't shut me out. Please don't shut the world out, not when so many people love and support you.
Nick: As far as the world is concerned, this baby's still Jack's. The only people who know are you and Mom, Dad and Vick.
Phyllis: It doesn't have to stay that way. We can tell people that this is your loss, too, if that's what you want, whatever you want.
Nick: I can't do that. There's no more secrets.
Phyllis: All right. What about Sharon?
Nick: (Sighs) Sharon is-- yeah, Sharon's numb. She, uh, she thinks its fate or destiny or something. I--
Phyllis: I-I think thinking that is easier than trying to figure out why it happened.
Nick: Nothing is how it's supposed to be, except that you and Summer are home. Summer's getting stronger. I need our daughter to get well. I need you here with me.
Phyllis: Remember at the airport? We made a promise to each other to be there for each other no matter what happened. Remember? I love you, and it kills me that you're going through this. I would honestly give anything so you could see your daughter. I would give anything to take this pain away, take that pain out of your eyes. I would give anything.
Billy: (Clears throat) I'll come back.
Nick: Billy, you-- you don't have to leave. There's--there's room.
Billy: Room for what? Room to pray, or give thanks? What, you guys haven't heard? Your dad gets to live because of Colleen. I bet your fellow Newmans are celebrating right now. Well, guys, if you hurry, I bet you could join 'em.
Nikki: In a few months, I can see you riding Blue Smoke with Reed or Summer sitting in front of you.
Victor: (Chuckles weakly)
Nikki: Your daughter, granddaughter, showing them what they have to look forward to, and Nicholas and Victoria...
Nikki: Will be watching you.
Victor: Remind them... that I love them.
Nikki: No. That is your job, and you will have years and years to do that yourself.
Nikki: Wait. I know that Victoria wants to see you. Let me just--
Nikki: Let me just see if she's around.
Ashley: Excuse me. Hi.
Ashley: It's good to see you.
Nikki: Oh, thank you. It's good to be back.
Ashley: I just heard that Traci agreed to the donation.
Nikki: Your sister is an amazing woman.
Ashley: Yes, she is.
Nikki: Um, excuse me.
Ashley: Hello, Victor.
Ashley: Hi, Sweetheart. Hi, my sweetheart.
Ashley: Meet your baby girl.
J.T.: See, the-- the, uh, the thing, Colleen, is I... (sighs) I don't really know how to let you go. (Sighs) You were supposed to be a part of my life forever. (Sighs) I'd be there for you, and you for me. But the truth is, I wasn't there in time at that damn lake. Well, you see, in my-- in my dreams, in my dreams, I get there in time. I get there before you get in that boat. I find you, and you're safe. And no one can hurt you. But that's just a dream. This is real. And now you're leaving, and I don't know what I'm gonna do. I love you, Colleen. I will always, always love you. I hope you know that. God, I hope you know that. (Sniffles)
Sharon: Cassie, my beautiful little girl. Your sister's with you now, isn't she? Your perfect baby sister Faith. I can see her, you know? Happy and well in your arms. Just hold her, Cassíe. Rock her to sleep. Sing to her with your beautiful voice. Do all the things that I didn't get to do. And let her know that she's loved. You both are with all my heart.
Ashley: Sweetie, shh, shh.
Victor: Look at you. Pretty Hope.
Ashley: Actually, I named her Faith. It seemed appropriate.
Victor: That's beautiful.
Victor: Please talk to me.
Victor: Last time you were here--
Ashley: I know, Victor. You need to rest. You need to rest.
Ashley: Your children are counting on you to-- to get well. And the gift that Traci gave you-- she gave you was so amazing. You need to honor it by staying strong.
Ashley: I need to go. (Sighs) Faith has to get back to the maternity ward, Victor. I had to convince the nurse to let her come.
Victor: You said-- you said she's healthy?
Ashley: Yeah, she's just a little underweight, but she's fine. I need to get her back, and I have to go to my family.
Victor: Thanks for bringing her by.
Ashley: Your baby girl wants you to get well, Victor. We both do.
Nikki: Thank you, Ashley. Meeting her could make all the difference for Victor.
Ashley: We're ready. Excuse us.
Nikki: Nicholas. Honey, what--what's wrong? Oh, my God. The baby?
Phyllis: Yeah, it's, um, it's very difficult for--for Nick and--and Sharon.
Nikki: Oh, Honey, I am so sorry.
Nick: Thanks. (Sighs) Listen, we saw Billy. He said that Traci agreed to the donation.
Nikki: Yes. Your father has a second chance.
Lily: Cane, I should be at the hospital to sit with Colleen and Traci and say good-bye.
Cane: Listen, Sweetheart, you already said good-bye.
Lily: It wasn't enough.
Cane: You know that dream you had? You saw her face, right? You saw her eyes. You heard her voice. Then she was here. Colleen came to you.
Lily: You really believe that?
Cane: Yeah, I do.
Lily: Even though it was just a dream?
Cane: I believe that dreams can be real if you let them.
Billy: Well, we've been here before, haven't we? Back when Katherine was here. She's fine now. She's okay, and I thank you for that. But now we've got this, right? I mean, really? The great Victor Newman. He lives, and he has a kid, too. H-he takes away my niece Colleen, but he gets to raise my new niece. Oh, I mean, wow. This guy, he really won the lottery, didn't he? I mean, it's-- (Chuckles) You're funny. It's hilarious. I'll give you that. You're a funny guy, but what about Colleen? Huh? Where's Colleen's future? Where's her life? Where are her kids? Victor has her future beating in his chest.
Kay: Feeling better? Flailing your fists at God? Been there, done that.
Billy: All right, whatever.
Kay: And all because of Victor Newman?
Billy: Victor's the reason why CeeCee's no longer here.
Kay: Oh. You only give a damn about one person in that sentence, and the other one, you just dwell on.
Billy: Katherine, I love you. I really do, but your--your buddy Victor-- he is a real royal piece of ab--
Kay: Grieve. Grieve, Billy. Just--just grieve.
Billy: Yeah, well, I shouldn't have to.
Kay: Well, since when is life about "Should or should not"? This is what it is. I mean, it's awful. It's brutal. It's painful. But it's real.
Billy: (Clears throat)
Kay: And I, uh, I've been leafing through the bible, and something caught my eye, sort of captured my brain.
Kay: (Sighs) Ezekiel mentions to God, "Take away this heart of stone. Take away from me this heart of stone. No, give me a heart of flesh. Give me a heart to-- to love thee and adore thee."
Kay: "Give me a heart to follow thee and be with thee, for Christ's sake."
Billy: I-I mean, really? Do you actually believe that? You're gonna tell me that Victor is gonna inherit Colleen's heart and he's just gonna become a-- a decent, normal guy? Give me a break.
Kay: Oh, come on. This is not--
Billy: I mean, come on.
Kay: No, this is not a prayer for Victor. It's a prayer for all of us. It's called "Open your heart." Stop fighting with God.
Billy: I'm not fighting with him.
Kay: Well-- well, you're hiding. You're hiding in here instead of being where you're supposed to be with your family, with--with Colleen. Say your good-byes, or you're going to regret it for the rest of your life. Billy. Billy. Please? Say your good-byes.
Billy: (Voice breaks) Grandma, I don't know if I can.
Kay: Sure you can. Oh, yes, you can.
Kay: Yes, you can.
Victor: Thank you. Thank you all for being here.
Victoria: Daddy, you don't have to talk.
Victor: I'm gonna carry your love with me.
Nick: Dad, you're gonna be fine. We're gonna see you real soon.
Woman: I'm sorry. You'll need to leave.
Victor: (Sleepily) I love you. I love you. I love you.
Nick: I love you, too, Dad.
Victoria: I love you, Daddy.
Abby: Bye, Dad.
Nikki: We all love you, Victor. It'll be okay.
Victor: Thank you.
Nikki: I'll see you very soon.
Victor: Thank you.
Ashley: Good-bye, sweet Colleen. I'll miss you forever.
Traci: (Sobs) (Sobbing) Oh, no. Oh, no. My baby. Oh, my sweet baby girl. (Sobs) Oh, no. (Sobbing)
Lily: Thank you, God. Thank you for letting Colleen come to me. It was a miracle. And I'm sorry that I didn't understand it, but... I do now. She's with you, just like my mom is. And, Colleen, I love you so much, and I am so grateful that I had you in my life. (Sighs) "The lord is my shepherd. I shall not want..."
Chance: I mean, you seem to be getting all bent out of shape about a guy who's not even your husband anymore.
Chloe: Well, that's not exactly true.
Sharon: My little Faith.
Jack: That's what Ashley named her baby.
Nick: Is this a bad time?
Ashley: You want to meet your baby sister?
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