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Port Charles Transcript Monday 9/9/02

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ian: Dear god.

Kate: What are you doing here?

Ian: I followed you here.

Kate: Maria, will you excuse us for a moment? You had no right.

Ian: So this is him, this is brennan.

Kate: Yeah. Yeah, this is brennan. Now you know my secret. Ok, are you happy? Are you satisfied now, finally?

Ian: What's wrong with him?

Kate: This is none of your business.

Ian: Kate --

kate: He's in a coma. That much should be obvious to a doctor.

Ian: I know he's in a coma --

kate: I'm not going to talk to you about this.

Ian: Just tell me what happened.

Kate: He's in a coma because I put him there, ok? I'm the one who made him this way.

Alison: I want brownies, and I want, like, carmel drizzled all over the top of it with no calories involved.

Rafe: Ok.

Alison: And I want to smear chocolate sauce and whipped cream all over me and just it eat all myself. And I want some of those --

rafe: You.

Alison: What?

Rafe: I want you, alison.

Alison: I want you, too. I want you more than i've ever wanted anything in my entire life.

Rafe: I -- i keep saying things that I just -- I shouldn'T.

Alison: Yes, but it's how you feel, isn't it?

Rafe: It doesn't matter.

Alison: Of course it does. It's the only thing that does matter. Rafe, I know that you have obligations and you're fighting as hard as you can to keep those obligations, but you also have an obligation to yourself -- and that's to do what your heart is telling you to do. And that's the truth. I won't let you do this. I won't let you run from me anymore.

Lucy: Don't touch me. Get off of me!

Kevin: Oh, I just wish i could.

Lucy: No, don't, please.

Kevin: Give it to me. Come on, come on, make me want you more.

Lucy: Doc, please, don't do this. Doc, no, don't do this. Doc --

kevin: Oh, now, now, that's it. Time to say good night, lucy.

Avatar: You did this to him. Justice.

Kevin: As the old saying says, this is going to hurt you a lot more than it hurts me.

Lucy: I can't breathe -- please --

kevin: Oh!

[Irish accent] oh, lassy, you're a feisty one, aren't you?

Lucy: Stay away from me. Stay away. Please, doc --

kevin: [Normal voice] you know, I can't believe that you haven't actually died of boredom already, living here with kevin? I mean, on the other hand, life with me would be shorter but it would be so much --

lucy: You are kevin! You're not ryan! You're --

kevin: Come here, lucy!

Lucy: Not ryan! You're not ryan, doc --

kevin: Love story's over.

Livvie: What is he doing?

Avatar: Kevin thinks he's ryan. You've heard of uncle ryan, the serial killer.

Livvie: No --

avatar: All because of you, livvie.

Livvie: Please, you have to do something. He's going to kill her.

Avatar: Yes, he is.

Livvie: Please, he can't do this. It will destroy him. Please.

Avatar: Your punishment.

Lucy: Oh! Ow!

Kevin: Got you now, lucy.

[Captioning made possible by abc, inc., And soapnet]

kate: Two years ago, on the anniversary of our first date, we were supposed to meet for dinner at cellini'S.

Ian: Go on.

Kate: I was in the middle of a big trial. Imagine that -- I put work first. I got stuck at work. I -- i couldn't make it to the restaurant. So i called him and I told him to go home. I said i would bring dinner and we would celebrate here. And by the time I finally looked up, it was 2:00 A.M. So i -- I called here, but there was no answer. So i figured he was just really angry at me. So i did a little more work. And then when I got home, he was laying on the floor. He'd had a massive heart attack. If i'd only gone to the restaurant like we'd planned or if I'd at least come home when i told him I was going to, I could have been here and I could have helped him, but I didn't. I didn't --

ian: Kate, don't do this. Don't blame yourself for this.

Kate: No, no. Who am i supposed to blame, ian? If it's not my responsibility, whose is it? You know, can you please just leave now? Can you please just leave us alone?

Alison: We can't keep running from each other. I think we need to face it and face us and what we really mean to each other.

Rafe: But I can't just ignore the fact that I am not free.

Alison: I know this is hard for you and you're trying to do the right thing --

rafe: Please, please. Please, let this go.

Alison: And then what? Try and stay away from each other again? Because we tried that. We tried that over and over and over, and it doesn't work.

Rafe: Ok, you know what? It's going to have to. It has to work because i can't be near you and not --

alison: What? Feel what there is between us? It's impossible not to. And it's not going away. No matter how hard we try, we are going to end up in the same place again, face-to-face, wanting each other so badly that it hurts. So stop denying what your heart is telling you because, I swear, it's telling you the truth.

[Lucy gasps]

kevin: You know what, lucy? You should have gotten to know me better. We would have had a great time.

Lucy: No, kevin, you're in there. You're not ryan. You are not ryan!

Kevin: Except you talk too much. Did anyone ever tell you that?

Lucy: Doc, please, just let go. Let go! No! Oh!

Kevin: What the hell? What's with the costume, batman?

Avatar: Shame. Justice.

Kevin: What the hell are you talking about? Get out of here! What do you think you're doing? Let go of me!

[Avatar roars]

lucy: No! Doc! Oh, doc! Oh! Please, don't hurt him. He's just sick, that's all. He's just not himself. He's sick.

[Avatar roars]

kate: I've managed for two years on my own without your help.

Ian: Is that why you need the money? To pay for all this? Is that it?

Kate: I'm not going to put him in an institution. No, I want him to be home, where he knows that he's loved and I can take care of him. I owe him that much.

Ian: What have your doctors tried?

Kate: We tried everything, ian -- every experimental treatment, everything that can be done. I have spent every penny i have and thousands that i don't. There is no answer to this. Don't touch him!

Ian: Just let me examine him.

Kate: You doctors! You think you have all the answers!

Ian: Kate, I never said that.

Kate: Just go!

Ian: This isn't living, kate. Not for you or him.

Rafe: What do you want me to say?

Alison: That i'm right. We belong together.

Rafe: Do you want me to say that if it weren't for livvie and the baby, that things would be different? Fine, I'll say that, they would.

Alison: Why? How would things be different?

Rafe: Because if my life were different, then I would -- i'd want to spend more time with you, to see just what this is between us.

Alison: See, i think that you need to figure that out no matter what.

Rafe: But we can't think about what we want. We have to concentrate on the way things are.

Alison: This is how things are.

Rafe: No, no, no --

alison: You and me --

rafe: No, I am a married man, all right? I have a baby on the way! That's a big thing. I have a huge responsibility.

Alison: Yes, and it's a responsibility that is strangling you, and it's --

rafe: Well, then it's a price that i am willing to pay! Ok, I'm not just going to walk out on my own flesh and blood. There's going to be no child of mine that's going to grow up without a father!

Lucy's voice: Rafe's soul is lost forever unless you make him fall in love with you again.

Alison: Rafe, what if this child isn't yours? What then?

Victor: Lucy --

lucy: Oh, victor.

Victor: It can't be true.

Lucy: Ok, listen -- kevin really does think he's ryan.

Victor: How did this happen?

Lucy: I -- i don't know. Something horrible must have happened to him, and he started acting really strange, and he grabbed me and he tried to strangle me. I think he would have killed me if that lancelot thing hadn't shown up.

Victor: He saved you? He did this?

Lucy: Yeah, he -- he must have known somehow i was being attacked. He showed up and he just grabbed kevin and he threw him across the room and then he tied him up and he left.

[Kevin moans]

kevin: Oh, my god -- my dear old dad.

Victor: Ryan --

kevin: How long has it been since I've seen you? Oh, I remember -- since you took off with my better twin and left me with my oh, so loving mother.

Victor: I'm -- i'm so sorry.

Kevin: Yes, i remember how much you showed you were sorry. You never looked back, you miserable excuse for a father.

Lucy: Listen, victor, remember, that's doc, it's not ryan.

Victor: I know. I know. Oh, god, monk --

kevin: Oh, "monk," "doc," "monk." What is it with you people and nicknames? Is that all you can talk about is my pathetic brother?

Lucy: Victor, come here. Listen to me. Something so horrible must have happened to him to make him like this. Something --

kevin: Hey, wait a minute, no secrets here.

[Phone rings]

victor: Hello?

Kevin: Hey, lucy. You want to let me tie you up?

Victor: No, no, I -- I appreciate you calling me.

Lucy: What? What is it?

Victor: The constable on jasmine island. A blonde prostitute was attacked, and the description of her assailant matches kevin.

Lucy: Oh, no.

Kevin: What's the matter, pop? Trouble at the old homestead?

Victor: We've got to get him to a hospital.

Lucy: No, we can't. No, no, no, no. Listen, I'm going to help him. I helped him before, i can do it again.

Victor: Lucy, that's not safe --

lucy: I have to do it, victor. I have to try. Don't you see? If i don't do it, I don't think anybody can. I think I'm the only one that can help him now.

Frank: Did you enjoy the show, livvie?

Livvie: What happened? What did you do to my dad?

Frank: Relax. I left him breathing, if that's what you want to know.

Livvie: Well, is he ok? Is he going to snap out of it?

Frank: After what you did to him? I don't think so, livvie. Right now he's probably on his way to jail or a hospital for the criminally insane. Kevin was such a good man. Now, ryan, on the other hand --

livvie: Stop it! Just stop it!

Frank: How does it feel to have made your father lose his mind, livvie?

Livvie: It was an accident. I never meant to give him those drugs. I never meant to hurt him.

Frank: No, you wanted to plunge that needle into me. It was me you were trying to get rid of.

Livvie: I'm going to fix it. I'm going to tell them the drugs that i gave him, and they're going to make him well again.

Frank: You can tell them that. You'd have an awful lot of explaining to do. Instead of your father going to jail or an institution, it would be you, and we both know how terrified you are of that. Hmm. And then there's rafe. He'll learn the truth about you, including the fact that the baby you're carrying isn't his. He'll leave you so fast, he'll never look back. But -- but you do have a choice, livvie. You can tell the truth and go to the police or -- well, it's decision time, livvie. Who's it going to be -- your father or rafe?

Kate: You have no right to judge me.

Ian: That's right, I don't need to judge you. You can do that all on your own, can't you?

Kate: Why shouldn't I?

Ian: It's not your fault.

Kate: Yes, it is.

Ian: He had a heart attack. You couldn't have stopped it.

Kate: I could have been here.

Ian: Then what? That would have made a difference? You don't know that.

Kate: You couldn't possibly understand.

Ian: I couldn't? No, I could. I've played this game before. Let's see, how does it go? Um -- what if I'd been with eve when she picked up the tickets that night? What if I hadn't been at somebody else's house? What if we'd been together? Would she still be alive? A whole bunch of ifs. A whole bag of ifs. And you know what? At the end of the day, all they do is just keep you awake at night. They're not answers.

Kate: I go to that restaurant all the time. I wish with all my heart i had gone there that night. Sometimes -- sometimes I imagine that i'm meeting him there and that he's ok and nothing's changed.

Ian: Well, I don't know your brennan. But I can see you love him very much, and that must mean that he's a pretty good guy. But I've got a feeling he wouldn't want you to do this. He wouldn't want you to do this alone. Let me help you.

Livvie: How will my coming forward really help him? I mean, they'll do tests and figure out what the drug is, right? That's -- that's if it's still even in his system, which it probably isn't. It's the mental breakdown it caused that he needs help with, and there's nothing I can do about that now.

Frank: Maybe, maybe not.

Livvie: I do feel awful. But my father would want me to be happy. He wouldn't want me to destroy my marriage for no reason.

Frank: Perfect answer, livvie. I had no doubt who you would choose -- yourself. You always choose yourself.

Livvie: No, I can't help him!

Frank: Oh, of course you can, but your own desires always take precedence. That's who you are, livvie.

Livvie: You son of a bitch.

Frank: Don't press your luck, sweetheart. I want you to remember this day. I want you to remember what you did to your father so that image is blazed in your memory so you can experience that pain over and over again. Now, you saw what was happening to lucy. You've seen what i can do to people. You multiply that by 1,000 and that will be the pain i inflict on you if you ever cross me again.

Livvie: Oh, god. Daddy, i'm so sorry.

Lucy: Doc, i know you're still inside there, and I'm not going to give up on you. I love you very much.

Kevin: Oh, I love you, too. Can't you tell?

Lucy: Listen to me. You have to tell me -- did something happen to you? Did something hurt you in some way? What happened? Come on, doc, you can tell me. I need to know what happened so i can reach out to you. You can trust me. You can, and you know deep inside you can trust me because we've been down this road before, remember? You thought you were lost, but I reached out and I grabbed onto you and i held on with all my might and i didn't let you go, and you came back to me, remember? Don't you remember? Listen, you have to do this. You have to try to reach out again to me -- for victor and for your children and for me. I need you, doc, to come back. Please try. Just reach out to me. Try. Please.

Rafe: Why would you say that? I mean, why would you want me to even think something like that?

Alison: Livvie --

rafe: What?

Alison: Um --

rafe: I know what you think of livvie, but the child she's carrying is mine. Now, you've been playing these little "what ifs" with you and me, but please don't do it with my child.

Alison: I didn't mean to.

Rafe: I hope you didn'T. Because, you see, that child is already a part of me. He's counting on me, and i can't erase that just because of any feelings that I might have for you. Now, if you really knew me, you'd know that.

Alison: And I do. I'm sorry.

Rafe: Yeah, it's -- it's getting late. You should go.

Alison: I will. But just let me say one thing before i go, ok? I do know how you feel about this child and i respect that. But I won't give up on you, rafe. Someday when you're ready, you will understand why. It's because i love you. I've always loved you, and I will always love you. And I need you to feel that, no matter what.

>> Stay tuned for scenes from the next "port charles: Torn."

>> On the next "port charles" --

frank: Let me love you.

Victor: Lucy -- lucy, do you think that's wise?

Lucy: I'd bet my life on it.

Livvie: Stay away from your little blonde shadow!

Rafe: No, you know what? I don't know if I can.

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