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Episode #11958 ~ Nicole Threatens to Kill Herself; Kristen Asks John for Forgiveness
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Daniel: Nicole! Nicole!
Nicole: Get back! Get back!
Daniel: Nicole, no.
Nicole: Stay away, Daniel. Stay away from me. I mean it! Don't touch me!
Daniel: Okay, all right.
Nicole: Daniel, just please... go away and leave me alone. Just go away. Please.
Tad: Sonny, hey. I wanted to...
Tad: Introduce you to--
Sonny: Let me guess--Audrey.
Audrey: He's been talking to you about me?
Sonny: Maybe a little. It was all good stuff, though, I promise.
Audrey: He's actually told me a lot about you too. He couldn't wait to introduce me to you and your boyfriend.
Tad: Yeah, where's Will? Is he around tonight?
Sonny: Uh, no.
Tad: W-what's wrong? Did I miss something or...?
Sonny: Yeah, uh, Will and I-- w-we're not together anymore.
Gabi: Oh, hey. I didn't know that you were working tonight.
Will: Yeah, the whole family's kind of helping out now that Grandma Caroline is gone.
Gabi: Hey, look, um, next time you talk to her, can you please tell her that I'm praying for her?
Will: Yeah, I will. Where's Nick, by the way? I saw his car, but he's not on the schedule.
Gabi: Uh, no. He's, um...
Will: He's where?
Will: Why is he upstairs? Oh. Never mind. Forget I asked.
Gabi: Hey, can you just, um-- can you just not tell anybody about that?
Will: Yeah, of course not.
Gabi: I mean, it's not like it's a big secret or anything. I just--I don't know. I don't want Rafe or anybody butting in. I'm happy.
Will: Yeah. No, I get it.
Gabi: I'm so happy for the both of us, because... I mean, it's about time. Like, we found, you know, the person that we're meant to be with.
John: Hey. You were shivering. I was just trying to keep you warm.
Kristen: I don't want your damn jacket. I want something that you're never gonna be able to give me.
John: So here we go. You're finally admitting it.
John: My wife was right. What you want is me.
Kristen: You don't understand. I don't want your love. I want your forgiveness.
Daniel: Put down the scalpel and come on back down. Okay, let's talk. We'll just talk... about what happened.
Nicole: Why? So you all can scream and yell at me? If you all didn't hate me before, you hate me now.
Daniel: I don't hate you.
Nicole: Yes, you do! You all do! Why are you here? So you make sure you see me pay. So let's do it! Let's get it over with. I will end it right here, right now--I will do it!
John: So you want... forgiveness?
Kristen: Yeah. Is it really that shocking? I told you I've been in years of intense therapy, and... I know the hell that I put you and Marlena through.
John: Mm. It took therapy to figure that out?
Kristen: No. It took therapy for me to learn how to live with myself. Basically I wanted to just forget and leave the past in the past, but I know I need to do what I should've done in the very beginning. And that is I need to make amends.
John: Yeah, well, you know, I'm not sure that's possible.
Kristen: I know.
Kristen: And all the work I've put in to be a better person and to be the person that I was when you first met me... I know it might be a lost cause. I got to be honest with you... it just kind of breaks my heart.
Daniel: No! No! No, hey! No, no. No. Okay, don't do it, please. No one here wants you to hurt yourself.
Nicole: I would rather be with my baby... both my babies.
Daniel: Nicole, I know you're grieving. But you do not want to hurt yourself. You have so much to live for.
Nicole: Like what? You can't even answer me, because there's nothing. I've lost everything. I've lost my baby. And now I've lost you. And it hurts. It hurts so much, Daniel. I just want it to go away. I want the pain to go away. I need it to go away!
Tad: Thanks. Hey, sorry about before. I didn't realize that you and Will...
Sonny: Oh, no, it's okay.
Tad: So... so what happened?
Sonny: Are we really gonna have this conversation?
Tad: I, uh--look, I told Audrey that I kind of helped you guys get together.
Sonny: Well, yeah, that's one way of putting it.
Tad: Yeah, well, now she wants me to fix things, so...
Tad: Uh, because she thinks I'm a nice, considerate, helpful person.
Sonny: Oh, we're talking about the same person right here--we're talking about you?
Tad: Mm-hmm. Yeah, so, and she-- and she also thinks me having gay friends means I'm comfortable with my masculinity.
Sonny: So, in other words, you're just using me to impress her.
Tad: Yeah. Yeah, just a little. So... so what's the deal? Are you guys gonna get back together or not?
Will: Well, I'm not trying to make my dad sound like an ass. He was only trying to help, I think.
Gabi: Yeah, but... I guess he could try a little bit harder. Then again, so could Sonny. Look, it's not outrageous for you to want to know where your partner's been or who he's been with.
Will: I don't-- still, I don't think I should have interrogated him. And I definitely don't think I should've asked if he slept with Brian.
Gabi: All right, look, this is what I think you should do. I think you should meet face-to-face and clear this up. I mean, you've been calling him. You've been texting him.
Will: No, I haven't. I haven't called, or I haven't texted him either.
Gabi: Why not?
Will: "Why not"? What's the point? He told me to get out. H-he said that it was over, so...
Gabi: Will, that is not what you told me.
Will: Yes, it is.
Gabi: Look, I think that you're making a really big mistake.
Kristen: How could I possibly have known that you would be here at the Horton cabin? It's November! And you walked through that door--I was ready to leave. You're the one who made me miss the last ferry.
John: What are you doing here, really?
Kristen: I told you. I have really special memories of this place... and Salem, not so much. I needed to clear my head. I started thinking that maybe all those times I was running into you, it wasn't a coincidence.
John: I see. So you're saying that this isn't a coincidence?
Kristen: No, no. Please just listen to me. I guess I started hoping that when I would turn a corner and you'd be there that... maybe it was a sign from God or the universe that... you know, we were supposed to work things out.
John: "Work things out"?
Kristen: Not romantically.
John: Well, then what do you mean? You think we could be, what... friends?
Kristen: I guess I'm not that naive... but I would hope that you could recognize that I am not the same woman that locked Marlena in that room and that... tried to pass off another child as her own. Well, hey, you know, John Black, hired assassin... Stefano's pawn. Are you the same man that you were all the those years ago?
John: No, I'm not.
Kristen: Because of the love of a good woman?
John: That's correct... because of Marlena.
Kristen: I found love too... while I was gone. I learned to love myself. I found... me... the person that... helped kids that nobody else cared for... the person that coached Little League... the person that did all sorts of things for other people.
John: The person that I... fell in love with.
Nicole: You don't know what's it's like... to have a life growing inside of you and to love that child with all your heart. He literally becomes a part of you. And before you get a chance to hold him... he's taken from you forever. None of you knows how that feels.
Daniel: I'm sorry.
Nicole: When I lost my daughter, I didn't think I could feel anymore pain, but I was wrong. I was so wrong. And now I know--I know my dreams will never, ever come true.
Daniel: Don't ever say that.
Nicole: It's true. I thought this was my only chance to hold on to you, Daniel, and I know what I did was wrong. It was so wrong. I just didn't know what else to do. And Jennifer has two beautiful children. She had a wonderful marriage, and she just threw you away! She saw that you were caring for me and my baby, and all of a sudden she just couldn't let you go. I thought if I could have the one thing I wanted the most in this world--a little baby-- if I couldn't have that, Daniel, I thought at least--at least I could have you. I lied. I lied... so I could keep the one last great thing in my life. But I lost you anyway, didn't I? Oh, God, I can't take it anymore. I can't.
Daniel: Nicole, look at me. Hey, hey, right here. Right here. Right here. I'm right here. Look at me. You are not alone. Look at all these people who care about you.
Nicole: They don't care about me. They're just here for the show.
Daniel: No, I care about you. I am here for you. I'm right here.
Nicole: Not the way I need you. We're not leaving, are we? This is over between us... isn't it? Isn't it? [Grunts]
Sonny: Well, you know, I'm sorry to disappoint you... but I wouldn't count on things working out between Will and me.
Tad: Why not? I mean, have you even tried?
Sonny: I mean, I want to, but he doesn't want to talk to me.
Tad: How do you know?
Sonny: Okay, at first, you didn't want me to have a love life, and now you're all over it. I'm not sure what's worse.
Tad: Hey, I'm just trying to help.
Sonny: All right. Well, thanks, man, seriously. Now you can go back to Audrey, tell her you did your part of supporting the gays. I'm gonna get back to work.
Audrey: Didn't go so well?
Tad: No. He said it's over.
Audrey: But he doesn't want it to be.
Audrey: Otherwise he wouldn't look so sad.
Gabi: All right, look... just pick up the phone and tell Sonny that you're sorry, okay? That you want to work things out. Trust me, do you think that Sonny wants to end things? No. I mean, he's been waiting for months for you to be ready to go out. This could be something good.
Will: Or not.
Gabi: All right, okay. Can you just promise that you're gonna think about what I said?
Gabi: Thank you. All right, here you go. Good night and good luck.
Kristen: That's not what I meant. I told you I'm not asking you to love me again.
John: Just hinting that it could be possible.
Kristen: No. I understand that you belong with Marlena. In fact, I think I always knew that. Even during the time when... you and I were happy... part of you always wanted to be with Marlena. It's okay. It's all right. You don't have to deny it.
John: I never meant to hurt you.
Kristen: Yeah. I never meant to hurt you. I was just so jealous, and I was so afraid... of what my life would be like without you. And then, of course, I found out. [Scoffs] And guess what. I was okay. I mean, you know, I survived. I was all right.
John: That's good. You know, if that's true, I'm happy for you.
Kristen: It is true. I mean, getting over you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do. But I did it. You know, I'm not asking you to forgive me because I love you now. I'm asking you to forgive me because I did love you. And after everything we went through, it would just mean so much to me.
Daniel: Nicole... I know you have been through more than anyone... has to bear. But I promise you--I promise to be by your side while you get better. And you will get better. Just drop the scalpel... and come to me. Just come to me.
Nicole: I love you, Daniel, more than you will ever know.
Daniel: No! No, Nicole! No, no, no, no, no. No, no. All right, I got you. Nicole, it's okay. Everything's gonna be all right.
Nicole: No, it's not. No, it's not. Please just let me go.
Daniel: It's okay. It's okay. Hey. Jolly rancher bold hard candies...
Nicole: So when can I go home? Wherever that is.
Cameron: Well, we're gonna keep you here overnight. Detective Hernandez wants to speak with you.
Rafe: I'm here to take your statement... if you feel up to it.
Nicole: I'm fine.
Cameron: Don't take too long.
Rafe: Hey. You don't have to do this right now. In fact, I would suggest that you wait till your lawyer's present.
Nicole: I just want to get this over with.
Abigail: I'm glad Nicole didn't take the easy way out, because now she has to pay.
Jennifer: Abigail, please don't feel that way.
Brady: Hey, uh, I'm sorry. Do you mind if I talk to your mom for minute?
Abigail: Actually, yeah, I do.
Jennifer: No, Abigail, it's okay, really. I think it's, um, a good time for us to talk.
Abigail: Okay. I'll be outside.
Brady: Tonight was pretty intense... to say the least, but, um... I couldn't let you leave here tonight without telling you that I-I owe you a huge apology.
Rafe: Okay. So... on October 8th, you came to the hospital for a doctor's appointment, correct?
Rafe: And to the best of your recollection, what happened that day?
Nicole: Um... my regular O.B., Dr. Knapp--she had an emergency, so I saw Dr. Sedwick instead.
Rafe: And what did she say?
Nicole: She said that she couldn't find the baby's heartbeat, but that was--that had happened before, so I didn't think that-- she did an ultrasound. And then... she told me my baby was dead. And I asked her why, and, um... she said that sometimes we just don't know. But I didn't--I didn't do anything wrong. I did everything right. It wasn't my fault. But whose fault is it, Rafe?
Rafe: Then what did you do?
Nicole: I went to tell Daniel the truth.
Rafe: But you didn't.
Nicole: No. When I found him, he was with Jennifer. And I just thought that... that I can't lose him too.
Daniel: There was nothing any doctor could have done. It wasn't Jennifer's fault, not Nicole's... no one's.
EJ: So the child just wasn't meant to live. Is that what you're telling me?
Daniel: I understand if you want to speak to another doctor to confirm my findings.
EJ: Oh, yeah. I'll be talking to another doctor. I suspect he's only going to confirm what you just told me.
Daniel: I just hope this will give you at least a little peace of mind about what happened that night. I will, um... make a copy of the file.
EJ: Peace of mind, Doctor. I have no peace of mind. If that child was born... I would never have known anyway... because you tried to convince me that another man was his father. In fact, you would have done everything in your power to make sure that I had no legal rights to my son whatsoever.
Daniel: Okay, EJ, I thought you said--
EJ: What, that I was just gonna let everything go... that it didn't matter? It matters. When I thought Jennifer was responsible for my son's death... she was going to get what she deserved. I suppose I don't have to worry about that, do I?
EJ: But if you think that I'm just going to forgive and forget... you have another thing coming. What you and Nicole and Rafe did to deceive me was wrong. And we're gonna settle that right here.
Nicole: I remember when I lost my baby before, I kept... I kept thinking that there's got to be something... something to stop this ache. [Scoffs] So I went out, and I got myself another baby. And I, uh... I lost Sydney. I lost my mother. I lost EJ. And I know that I haven't lived a blameless life, but how much can one person pay? I lost my baby, and there was only one thing left for me to do. Jennifer had been trying to come between me and Daniel for weeks. And I thought if he knew the baby was gone that he would leave me, and I would be left with nothing at all.
Rafe: So what'd you do?
Nicole: I guess I snapped. I wanted her to hurt... as much as I was hurting.
Rafe: So you saw her.
Nicole: We fought.
Jennifer: This isn't helping anything--let go of me!
Nicole: We said horrible things to each other. I wanted to scratch her eyes out, and I grabbed her, and she pulled away. And I lost my balance...
Nicole: And I fell. It happened that fast.
Rafe: I know.
Nicole: Brady--he saw everything. He came running over, and he asked if the baby was okay. And suddenly, I knew what I had to do if I wanted to keep Daniel. The hospital computers went down that day. Dr. Sedwick left the country, and there was no record of me being here. And everyone who saw me fall that day--they... they didn't know... that the baby I'd been carrying inside of me was already dead.
Tad: Hey, Will. This is Audrey. Audrey, this is Will.
Will: Hi, nice to meet you.
Audrey: Nice to meet you too.
Will: Um, cool. Have a seat wherever you want. I'll take your order in, like, just a second.
Audrey: Actually, um...
Tad: We came to talk to you.
Will: Why? What's going on?
Tad: We just saw Sonny, and, um, he looked really down. And I think you should call him.
Will: Oh. Why? Did he--did he say that he wanted me to call him?
Tad: Not exactly, but, uh, he looked bummed that you haven't. Can we--can we go now?
Tad: We got plans.
Will: Okay, sure. That's all you wanted to say?
Audrey: Um, I asked him to. My brother's gay, and, um, you wouldn't believe how some of his so-called friends treated him after he came out.
Will: Huh. I'm sorry to hear that. But, um, you know, I'm glad that you found t, because... he's a great guy.
Tad: See you later, bro.
Will: See you.
Audrey: Um, good luck, Will. I hope things work out for you guys.
John: If you want me to say I cared about you too, Kristen... you know that I did. It's just that... when you started hurting people that I loved, it--
Kristen: No, I understand. Of course. I knew coming back to Salem would be incredibly hard. But I never really deluded myself into thinking that I could make things right again, but... I guess--I guess I was looking for--my shrink calls it closure. Does Marlena say that? She must, right?
Kristen: You know, Marlena never really liked me... let alone loved me. So I guess I didn't really expect her to accept my olive branch. But you... John... just because of everything we meant to each other or... at least what you meant to me... I just can't stand it that you hate me. But I guess if that's the way it has to be, huh?
John: I'm gonna try to find some blankets. I have a feeling it's gonna be a cold night.
Daniel: EJ... I completely own my part in helping Nicole switch that paternity test. So, ultimately... it's on me. And I am prepared to accept the full consequences.
EJ: Do you really understand what that means? I'm not talking about your career. I mean, I could send you to jail, and I don't think anybody would blame me for pressing charges. But to ruin you, that would give me great personal satisfaction.
Gabi: Uh, Sonny, hey. I-I never got a chance to say thank you for helping the kids get their Halloween party.
Sonny: Oh, it's no problem. I had a great time. And Nick really flipped them out with those hairy eyeballs.
Gabi: Oh, yeah.
Sonny: He sure was into that scary, silent dude role. I could barely get him to talk to me, you know?
Nick: I don't think that Sonny and Will are bad people. But I think that the way that they live is wrong. And it's not like being Black or Hispanic, because it's a choice. I have to be honest with you, I-I... I think it's wrong.
Gabi: Sonny, well, you know, Nick is just shy. But you know what? I am sure that once he gets to know you and Will better, we're gonna probably hang out.
Sonny: That's doubtful. I guess you didn't hear.
Gabi: Oh, I heard. I heard. I mean, Will feels really terrible about what happened. You know that.
Sonny: Well, I don't, because he's not talking to me.
Gabi: Maybe he just needs some time.
[Cell phone ringing]
Sonny: It's--it's Will.
Brady: Um, the things I said to you were harsh. And it turns out they were way off base as well, so... I should have known better, and... I'm hoping that someday, hopefully in the near future, we'll be good again.
Jennifer: We're good. We're good now.
Daniel: You do whatever you feel you need to do.
EJ: Well, I'm not going to forgive and forget. But I won't press charges against you on this occasion.
Daniel: Why not?
EJ: A long time ago, I came in here, and you saved my life. When my son was very ill... I'm grateful for what you did. But don't cross me again.
Rafe: Thank you, Nicole. That's all I need for now. Get some rest, okay?
Nicole: Sometimes I-I think it's my fault the baby died. Maybe lying to EJ and keeping him from his child and asking you and Daniel to betray everything that you believe in-- I deserve all of this.
Rafe: Nicole, no. No.
Nicole: Or maybe--maybe God thought my baby was better off dead than having a mother like me.
Nicole: Maybe he's punishing me for my sins.
Rafe: Nicole... you know, God doesn't work that way.
Nicole: That's why we have the legal system, right? Rafe... oh, God, what's gonna happen to me?
Rafe: I don't know.
Sonny: Yeah, uh, what's going on?
Will: Oh, uh, nothing. Um, I-I-I'm sorry for calling so late. Uh... uh, I just wasn't sure if you wanted to take my call.
Sonny: Will, I will always take your call.
Will: Okay, well, um, I kind of hate how everything ended last night, and I was hoping that maybe, you know, if you wanted to, we could meet in person to talk about it.
Sonny: Uh, yeah. You want to get together tomorrow, and we can talk about it? Does that sound good?
Will: Yeah, perfect.
Sonny: Okay, well, I'll see you then.
Will: Okay, see you.
John: I got lucky. Went through about six boxes in the attic until I found these.
Brady: Hey. How's she doing?
Daniel: Physically, she's strong. Emotionally, it's, uh... it's gonna take a lot of time.
Brady: She's gonna get the help she needs, though. What's gonna happen to her?
Rafe: Well, Nicole understands that her lies led to Jennifer's false arrest... at considerable taxpayer expense. She's gonna be facing some serious charges.
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