The Bold and The Beautiful Transcript Monday 1/21/19
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Episode #8019 ~ Watching Bill and Katie spend time together reminds Thorne of his special connection to Darla; Liam and Hope struggle as they realize the enormity of their loss.
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Wyatt: You said the rescue had another family lined up, I thought.
Sally: Yeah, thankfully.
Sally: I just can't believe i messed everything up.
Wyatt: Everything's fine.
Sally: You know that I don't think a puppy can replace a baby, right?
Wyatt: I know that.
Sally: I just tried to help hope, but instead I made things worse.
Wyatt: [ Sighs ] Okay. Stop.
Hope: I know sally wasn't being malicious. She was trying to do something sweet.
Liam: I mean, that's the thing -- everybody wants to help, they just don't know what to do.
Hope: A puppy?
Liam: Like you said, sweet.
Hope: [ Sighs ] I shouldn't have reacted like that.
Hope: It was like it set something off inside of me. It was so painful. It was like it was tearing me apart.
Liam: Yeah, well, hey, this is... this is the hardest thing that we've ever had to face. We're not gonna react to things the way that we normally would for -- for --
Hope: For how long? I'm scared, liam. And I don't know if I'm gonna be able to get past this. What if this is just who we are now?
Katie: Another night all to ourselves.
Thorne: [ Chuckles ] We seem to be getting a lot of those lately. Not that I'm complaining.
Katie: Hmm. I know you're disappointed that will wanted to spend the night at bill's again.
Thorne: No, he wants to spend time with his father. It's fine.
Katie: Thank you for understanding. I know that bill's re-emergence into our lives has not been easy for you.
Thorne: What matters is will. His well-being.
Katie: Yeah. And he's been really happy lately. With bill and with you.
Thorne: Yeah, well, it must feel great to have his father's full attention.
Katie: It hasn't been like that for a while.
Thorne: Right. Now he's the center of bill's world. I mean, spencer's done a total 180.
Katie: And I love seeing them together. But will wants to spend time with you. I know that. We're gonna make that happen.
Thorne: And I'd like that. But will is not the only one warming up to bill. I mean, admit it. You like this new-and-improved version of spencer, too.
Sally: I should have listened to you.
Wyatt: I'm not always right, okay? And I know that's hard to believe, because I'm incredibly handsome and everything. But a puppy could have been the best thing for them. Like, liam and hope, they're -- they're animal people, you know? It's not the craziest idea you've ever had.
Sally: Yeah. But it might have been the worst.
Wyatt: No. No. I'm not gonna let you do that. I'm not gonna let you beat yourself up over this, because you were just trying to help. And hope and liam, they understand that.
Hope: Sally was trying to do something kind, you know? And all I could do was feel this...pain. This constant, unrelenting pain.
Liam: It won't always be this way.
Hope: How do you know that?
Liam: Because I look at the world, and people survive tragedy like this every day.
Hope: [ Inhales deeply ]
Liam: Just like we will.
Hope: I want to believe that.
Liam: Hey. One step at a time. And you took a big one today. Letting wyatt and sally over.
Hope: Maybe... I shouldn't have.
[ Sighs ]
Liam: Hey, hope. We have to let people in. Even if it hurts. Even if they say or do the wrong thing. You have to promise me we're not gonna shut out the world.
Katie: [ Sighs ] I think everyone can agree that we all like new bill better than the old bill.
Thorne: Absolutely. The question is, do you think this transformation's real?
Katie: [ Sighs ] I don't know. I mean, I think that he genuinely wants to change. I think that he's trying. But will it last? I suppose that's anyone's guess.
Thorne: Well, I hope it does, for will's sake. And for yours. I know how difficult it was for you to be at odds with bill.
Katie: [ Sighs ]
Thorne: Wanting to protect your little boy. I mean, I wanted that, too. But if bill really has changed, and he can be the father that will deserves, then that's good. That's good for everyone. When we got married, I promised I would be there for you and will. Because I love you both. And that's never gonna change.
Katie: [ Sighs ]
Wyatt: I-I don't want you to do that, okay? I don't want you to beat yourself up, because you followed your gut.
Sally: Which is never a good thing.
Wyatt: That -- no. That's not true. 'Cause you followed your gut when you took a chance on me.
Sally: Actually, I think you have that backwards. You took a chance on me.
Wyatt: Well, when it comes to you, like, you know, following my gut has never proven me wrong.
Sally: Right. Which is exactly why I should have done what you said.
Wyatt: Which is why you should listen to me when I tell you about how damn proud I am of you. And impressed. Like, you -- you take chances. You know, you follow your instincts, and you -- your crazy, creative impulse is what makes you a talented person and an artist, and that, I am -- I am super attracted to. There is nothing sexier than a woman who knows her own mind and follows her own path.
Sally: You're flattering me.
Wyatt: No. No, if I wanted to flatter you, I would tell you how hot you look right now.
Sally: Well, that works, too.
Sally: Mm-hmm. Yeah.
Liam: Hey. Let's make a deal. You can lean on me as much as you need, and I will never pretend to understand what you're going through.
Hope: [ Sniffles ] Beth was your baby, too.
Liam: I didn't carry her inside me for nine months. I didn't feel every kick, every hiccup. You knew beth in a way that I never will. In a way that I'm not supposed to, really. But that hole in your heart, I feel, too. And maybe nothing is ever gonna fill it. Maybe we're gonna go through the rest of our lives feeling like something is missing. And maybe... maybe that's not such a bad thing. Maybe we're not supposed to go back to the way it was before. And I'm not -- I'm not saying that we won't ever be happy again.
Hope: [ Scoffs ]
Liam: But... beth has changed us. Forever. And that's scary. That's really scary. It's also beautiful.
[ Voice breaking ] Because she never even took a breath, but she's still a part of us. And she's gonna be in everything that we experience. And she's gonna remind us every day that there's nothing we can't do when we're together.
Sally: You make me so happy, I feel guilty.
Wyatt: Oh, no, that's against the rules.
Sally: What rules?
Wyatt: I didn't give you a copy when you moved in here?
Wyatt: Oh, no, no. This is a -- a 100% guilt-free zone.
Sally: Like, just this bedroom, or the whole house?
Wyatt: No, whole thing. Whole thing. Especially the kitchen. Mm-hmm.
Sally: Well, that explains the empty ice-cream carton I found in the freezer.
Wyatt: On, no, that wasn't empty. I left you, like, a bite or two at least.
Sally: Right. But not out of guilt.
Wyatt: N-- that was generosity. That's my favorite flavor. This mint is, like -- it's all right.
Sally: It's fantastic.
Wyatt: Gah! At least I'm not selfish in the bedroom, I guess, huh?
Sally: Oh, yes. Thank goodness.
[ Chuckles ]
Wyatt: See? That. That -- I love seeing that all the time. You smiling.
Hope: You know you can find beauty in anything?
Liam: I know it's kind of hard to see right now.
Hope: I can see that you're trying to be so strong for me.
[ Exhales softly ]
Liam: I meant what I said, you know.
Hope: I know. And I believe you. And I love you for it. Heh.
[ Sobs ] I know you're hurting, too, and you -- you don't have to hide that pain from me. You know that.
Liam: Hey. This pain will not overwhelm us. Because we won't let it. Because beth wouldn't want us to.
Katie: I know how much you love will. And he loves you, too.
Thorne: Oh, I'm not questioning that. Or your relationship with bill.
Katie: You're just wondering how this is all gonna work.
Thorne: I'm happy for will, and I'm happy for you and your little family with bill. You know, I'm just -- actually, I'm relieved that we're all getting along.
Katie: Heh. Well, will feels that from you. He does.
Thorne: It's not just lip service. I mean it.
Katie: I know. And it's easy to say those words, but it takes someone really special to actually mean them.
Thorne: Well, I know better than to try to snow a precocious little boy. Or you, for that matter.
Katie: [ Chuckles ] Still, I know that this is difficult for you.
Thorne: Yeah, well, it's my baggage. You know, part of me is feeling the loss of my daughter, I think. Or maybe it's how quiet the house is when will's not here.
Hope: Or what liam and hope are going through. That's why it can be dangerous sometimes.
Thorne: Opening your heart to someone completely. And you and I both know that love's a risk. I can tell you this for sure -- I do not regret opening my heart to you and will. And being a part of your beautiful family.
Katie: [ Snorts softly ] - [Narrator] This is the moisturizer
Sally: [ Giggles ] Stop.
Wyatt: Never. Never. I want you laughing and smiling every minute.
Sally: Not everyone is happy all the time, wyatt.
Wyatt: Yeah, but we got to appreciate those times when we are happy, you know?
Sally: Well, you do make me laugh no matter what I am going through.
Wyatt: [ Snorts softly ]
Sally: Remind me how blessed I am.
Wyatt: Hey, I -- I am the blessed one here.
Sally: Well, let's not forget to tell each other. I mean it.
Sally: Can we promise right now to remember how fortunate we are no matter what we're going through in life? Can we do that?
Wyatt: Yeah. Of course. I mean, it's gonna be easy for me to remember, because i fall in love with you more and more every day.
Katie: What are you thinking?
Thorne: How much I love you.
Katie: Mm. That's funny. I was thinking the same thing.
Thorne: You know, this life we made together is precious to me, katie. I'll never take it for granted.
Katie: Neither will I.
Thorne: You know, we can't always protect the things we love, so we have to appreciate the moment. I lost my wife and daughter. Darla and I thought that we would watch our little girl grow up, that we'd have many, many years together. But all the promises in the world couldn't stop what happened. After years, I finally found another woman I want a future with. And I -- I-I don'T... I don't --
Katie: You don't have to say it. You're not gonna lose me.
Hope: If we're gonna get through this together, we have to share it, liam. We have to share all of it.
Liam: We will.
Hope: Even the pain. You don't have to keep being strong for me.
Liam: I know. But... I don't want you thinking this is all we have ahead of us, because it's not. Our little girl is gone. We didn't get to bring her home. We don't get to raise her. But... we still have each other. And we are still building a future. It's not gonna be the one we imagined with beth. But there will be joy.
Hope: [ Sighs ]
Liam: There will be happy moments. There will be wonderful surprises. And maybe -- maybe a child. Not now. Not now. And not even any time soon. But... we're gonna be together for the rest of our lives, right? So it's possible.
Hope: I don't think I can hear that right now.
Liam: I'm not disrespecting beth's memory.
Hope: [ Inhales sharply ] She's not a memory.
Liam: I know that. What I'm trying to tell you --
Hope: No, what you're trying to do is be supportive and encouraging, and let me know that we're gonna get through this, and that we have things to look forward to...
[ Sighs ]
[ Sobs ] But I can'T. It feels like you're asking me to let her go.
Liam: I'm not.
Hope: And I'm not ready!
Liam: Neither am I.
Hope: I just --
Liam: This is gonna take time.
Hope: It's -- it's like... I still feel her here. And I've been trying to put it into words, and I've been trying to [Gasps] Explain it. It... I'm her mother, and I know what happened. I held her in my arms, and I said goodbye. And yet when I come home...
[Sobs] All I want to do is look through that door and see her sleeping peacefully in her crib, and I can'T.
[ Sobbing ] And I can't, because she's not here anymore. Our baby, our precious baby, is gone. We're never gonna be able to see her again.
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